“Idiot” I said staring at chubby cheeks,

“Sorry” Henry sighed,

“IDIOT!” I said again,

“Sorry” Henry said again,

“IDIOT!” I crossed my arms,

“Y-you know I love you right?” Henry smiled,

“I REALLY hate you” I said,

“Alex, it was to keep your secret” Henry said giving me one of his “innocent” faces,

“You know what, I’m going to prove to you that I can be cute and y” I said and walked to my room

I jumped onto my bed

Idiot… That big idiot! AIGO! IDIOT! IDIOT! Aish!

He actually touched the female part of mine! You know, the girl part of my body that a guy doesn’t have!

I know he isn’t a ert, but STILL!

IDIOT!

I took a quick shot at my alarm clock, great! It’s 2 in the morning! AHH! I want to scream right now! AISH!

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It’s been 5 days since Donghae’s accident, and I was going to pick him up, but then….

 “AIGO! ALEX! DO YOU KNOW HOW LONELY I WAS WITHOUT MY SISSY WITH ME?! OH GOSH! I MISSED YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! WHY DIDN’T YOU VISIT ME?! DO YOU KNOW HOW SCARY IT IS IN THE HOSPITAL WITH ALL THE BEEPING AND THE NURSES THAT TOUCH YOU IN WEIRD PLACES WHEN THEY’RE A GUY?! AND! AND! ALEX! I MISSSED YOU!! DON’T EVER LEAVE ME AAGGAAIINN!!!” Donghae was hugging my like crazy screaming all these things in my ear, “ALEX! I’LL SAY THIS ONE BILLION TIMES! I LOVE YOU! SARANHAE! WO AI NI! AISHTERU! ANH YEU AM! SUUKKIIII! WHATEVER LAUNGUAGE! DON’T LEAVE ME AGGAIIINNN!! SAAARRRRAAAANNNNGGGGHHHHAAAAEEEEE!!!!” Donghae was hugging me tighter

“Donghae, if you value your life, let go” I said, (You really can’t blame me! I’ve been sleep deprived for 5 days due to Korean guys, and a Canadian)

“ALEX! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I’VE MISSED YOU?!” Donghae hugged me tighter,

“Donghae, because of you, I’m dead tired, so please, hush up” I sighed and rested my chin on Donghae’s shoulder, it was really comfy (but it was really bony)

Did I mention that I’m dressed in white shorts and Shindong’s piggy shirt? Gosh, when I walked out in shorts, Sungmin kept on saying how gay I looked because I shaved my legs! Well, SORRY! But even though I’m pretending to be a guy, I NEED TO SHAVE THEM! Aish…. Well, I’m not wearing the Donghae make up, so in any case the media sees me no one would be confused

“Alex! Lets eat Dukbokki ok?!” Donghae smiled pulling my away,

“Fine” I sighed, “But you better finish! You have a filming with ‘come to play’ at 5!”

“How can I record something when I don’t remember anything?”

“Not you idiot, I have to do it!” I sighed, “Get changed and lets go”

Donghae quickly changed into a plaid T-shirt and jeans with a cap and large sunglasses,

I checked the time, it’s only 10 in the morning….

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We were at a stall (That sold food) in a not so busy street

“Dukbokki~ I missed you” Donghae happily sang eating the spicy rice cakes,

“Are you really that hungry?” I stared at Donghae,

“I just missed Dukbokki” Donghae smiled, and grabbed a rice cake with his chopstick and nudged me to eat it,

“Aish, just eat it” I said (Sounding dead tired)

“What’s wrong with you?”

“I hadn’t been able to sleep very well for the past 3 days” I yawned,

“Oh~” Donghae said and quickly ate his spicy rice cakes, “Lets go home” he said, I sighed and got off the seat and started walking back towards the dorm, then Donghae put his arm around me, and I rested on his shoulder, I really would care less if anyone thought we were a couple, I’m tired, and I want to rest my head on something!

Gosh, I’m tired… I can’t stand this anymore…

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Donghae POV

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We were both walked, and then she suddenly fell, and I seriously mean it! We were walking, slower and slower, and she suddenly fell on me, I grabbed her and looked at her, she was really pale!

“Alex? Alex?! Are you ok?” I started to shake her,

“Oppa…” she said and fell unconscious

“Alex?! ALEX!” I yelled, and kept on shaking her, but no response, DAMN IT!

Her face was pale, I touched her forehead, and it was burning

I quickly placed her on my back and started to run back to the hospital.

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Hospital

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“It’s due to lack of sleep, malnutrition, and she’s been working to much” the doctor fixed his glasses,

“How long is she going to be unconscious?” I asked the doctor,

“She should be awake soon” the Doctor said and left the room,

I stared at Alex, and guilt just hit me like crazy,

Why can’t I remember anything?! If I did, Alex wouldn’t be like this! Why am I such a terrible brother?! Damn it!

I started crying again, just seeing her working so hard just for me makes me happy…

Come on Hae! Remember!

“Yah….Korea’s… Shame….” She said I looked up, “Don’t…. dare cry”

I stared at her, and smiled a bit, I touched her cheeks, they sure got chubbier since 2007…

“Alright” I croaked, and sniffed a bit and patted her head

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Alex POV

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Just 5 days, and I’m out just like this? Why am I do weak? The guys could last longer than this! Come on Alex! Wake up now! Come on! Donghae had it harder than this! Why can’t you just wake up?! Why am I so selfish?! Come on Alex! Wake up!

Y-Yah! Korea’s shame! Don’t dare cry! DON’T YOU CRY! DON’T DARE CRY!

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I slowly opened my eyes, and saw Donghae fast asleep with his head resting on the bed. I got up and poked his cheek (To see if he was awake) and he was really asleep, I checked the time, it was only three in the afternoon. Ok, only 2 more hours until the schedule starts…  Now, time to poke Donghae till he wakes up!

*poke*

No reaction

*poke*

Still nothing

*poke*

Nothing~

*Poke*

Moves very slightly

*Poke*

Moans a bit (Please don’t think of anything erted! I’m his sister poking his cheek!)

*Poke*

Nothing

*Poke*

“Mrrr” he mumbled,

*Poke, poke, poke, poke, poke, poke, poke, poke, poke*

Donghae bites my finger…

“YAH!” I jumped at his sudden bite and pulled away “Are you ok?” he yawned,

“Yeah” I scratched my head and looked around why am I in a hospital?

“Alex?” Donghae stared at me,

“Donghae, why am I in the hospital?” I said getting off the bed, but Donghae stopped me,

“Lack of sleep, malnutrition, over working” Donghae said pushing me back to the bed (please don’t think of it as anything erted)

“I have a filming to do soon” I said getting out of the bed,

“Alex, don’t do it” Donghae stared at me, I sighed,

“Yes I do, besides, I’m only like this because I didn’t know the dances” I said while putting on my shoes

“Come on Alex, you fainted in the streets! Go back to sleep!” Donghae said, I got off the bed and started to walk towards the door,

“Donghae, until you regain your memory I won’t stop” I said and walked out of the door,

“Alex! You shouldn’t do this to your body!” Donghae yelled, I turned around

“Donghae, no matter what you do, I’m still going to the filming” I said

“Then eat first” he said and walked towards me, I paused,

“Are you going to pay?” I pointed that part out, Donghae smiled and nodded,

“What do you want to eat?” Donghae smiled, I thought for a bit,

“Ice cream!” I clapped, Donghae smiled and brought me to cold happiness