Then There's the Awkward One

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Being the socially awkward person that I am, I would say that doing new things and meeting new people isn’t my thing. But, when you’re 15, bullied up until the point where you hurt yourself in several ways and you find yourself crying constantly at night, and your parents find out, starting and trying new things is just what you’re faced with.

As introductions goes, hi, I’m Jane Cao. Your average 15 going onto 16 year old that lives in America. I’m a socially awkward person that does not enjoy human interactions. In fact, the only human interaction that I have on a daily is when my brother, Aiden, barges into my room and asks me where his car keys are simply because he misplaced them…Again.

Anyways, back to the bullied part.

If you’re bullied, you tend to try to find an escape, to forget about the people that have hurt you. My escape was writing fanfiction—particularly Super Junior fanfiction. Kind of silly, isn’t it? But here’s the thing, it isn’t. It’s the only thing that has kept me sane for the past two years—before the whole hurting myself happened.

In fact, if it wasn’t for my readers, I wouldn’t have had the courage to finally change schools to get away from the people that hurt me. So here I am, a sophomore in high school, not really knowing what exactly is life or what I'm going to do, or just how to make friends. All I know is that I like Super Junior, and that I can’t write $mu-t to save my life.

Foreword

Hey guys! Sujudork602 here with a story! :D

Does this mean I’m coming back as  a  full time writer?

Mmm, no.

Mainly because I’m all grown up now, and I have things to deal with like a job and college.

But, if you’ve read my blog posts, you would know that I’m having an extremely hard time with life right now—and I had the worst depression episode that I’ve ever had. But don’t worry! A lot of my friends have been checking up on me ever since that depression episode happened! And since they came every night, my friends and I had a heart to heart, and I suddenly told them, “You know what’s funny? My fanfiction readers were the reason why I came to the school. If it wasn’t for them that encouraged me, I would’ve never met you guys, and I probably wouldn’t be alive at this point.”

So, then came this story idea. Just to let you know, no, it’s not going to be an autobiography of my life. It’s going to be loosely based, with some characters based off of the people that I’ve met in high school that have helped me through everything and have helped me up until now. They’re going to be a bit weird, and odd, but they’re real.

ALSO! I was planning on hopefully publishing this story one day, and I just thought, “My computer might crash on me one day, so I’m just going to put it on a site I can trust”. So that’s why this story’s here.

Now please note that this story is in the rough, rough, EXTREMELY ROUGH stage, so please don’t judge it so harshly! ^^ Please support this story! :)

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13Shana #1
Chapter 3: Omo this story is going well so far! I love how relatable the main character is
WonshikShidae #2
I can relate to this story in many ways xD please update sooooon
Yeonnie #3
Chapter 4: Learned something new today! I knew about the shisus thing, but never about the 12 apostles thingy. Haha:P
wowwfantasticbabyy #4
Chapter 4: I know a couple of Kieu's.. I really like Jane's relationship with KJ, they're so relatable.
I don't do new year's resolutions because I never seem to be able to accomplish them. I like yours though!!
auroraphang #5
Chapter 4: Jane's looking good here. She's getting more and more comfortable with her surrounding. K.J seems like a nice guy to me. Be happy always~!
ranmiss #6
Chapter 3: Omggggg heyyy i just come online and wow 2 updates. Crap i'm late ain't? Lol. Anyway i noticed that Kyu and Max friend together /i started to think bout changkyu rn or am i wronged? Keke/ I like the updates. The way you potrayed the character sounds so real. When i read this i feel like it's me coz i swear i'm awkward irl that's why the only way to socialize is through internet /crying/ Btw i made a resolution for 2015. I'm going to comment in your every updates (since before i just be silent reader but i did talk to you at profile wall tho if you notice) so bear with me. This is getting long. I'm sorry ;~;

Ps: i started to think Kyu taking the class bcoz of Jane omg my delu mind! Haha
ChangingPhases #7
Chapter 3: Oh! Update as you want, at least I don't mind!!! Hahah I'm the opposite.. I can read when it is extremely loud around me. I just get to into the book and drown out all the voices around me. Sometime I don't realize my parents are yelling at me because it is pretty hard to get my attention when I'm engrossed into something.
auroraphang #8
Chapter 3: I like this Jane character here. She looks cool. It is really fascinating when some unknown person have the same thought as you were.
Tipii07 #9
Chapter 3: Omg so far, it's really good! I love Jane, she's relatable and she's realist! When I read the story, I can relate to many things, like how I'm also awkward, or for example in this chapter, getting annoyed because you can't read…! I really love to read her thoughts and the mentions of Super Junior are just so cute! Also, I find K.J really interesting!! First of all, his name is super cute omg haha <3
Also, don't worry about the speed or anything, I think it's really good like this! It's good to take your time to introduce the character, her thoughts, her daily life… I really like this pace! :)

Thanks for the update, have a wonderful day! ^o^
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