“S-sorry” he quickly let go of me,

“Why do you want me to go to the roof so badly?!” I yelled at him,

“Because I want you too”

“Wait” I paused and backed away from him, “You’re not going to push me off the roof are you?!” I said putting my back on the elevator doors,

“What?” he looked at me, and then started laughing, “No, I just want to talk with you”

“Then why does it have to be on the roof?” I crossed my arm,

“Because, that’s where you can find comfort, the fresh air, you see how close you are to the sky, and the nice view from below”

“I need sleep”

“You need air!”

“Sleep!”

“AIR!”

“SLEEP!” I sighed, then the door opened,

“ALEX!” Kyuhyun yelled, and turned my body around, then I saw so many lights, and 9 guys wearing just t-shirts and jeans (well 10, but the 10th was behind me), and tables, and food,

“HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!” Donghae yelled, I didn’t move,

“Alex, are you ok?” Kyuhyun walked in front of me,

“What’s this?” I looked around and walked out, there were Chinese paper lanterns handing on lines, and so many balloons tied to the wall,

“You thought I forgot today didn’t you?” Donghae smiled,

“Donghae…” I looked around even more, to make sure this was real and started to pinch myself,

“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you~” everyone started to sing, bringing a small cake towards me,

“Make a wish!” Donghae smiled, I thought for a bit, then blew it, “What’d you wish for?” he smiled,

“If I tell you, it won’t come true” I smiled,

“If you don’t tell me, you’re going to get punishment!” he smiled,

“Like what?”

Before I knew it, the guys shoved the cake in my face as if it was a pie. I wiped a bit of it off with my finger and tried it,

“Such a waste of a cake” I joked and wiped the cake off of my face,

“Happy birthday Al” Henry smiled at me, I took a pie and walked up to him, he backed away for a bit,

“Henry! So you knew?”

“Uh, pie, down, please” Henry stuttered as I came closer to him,

“So the panda thing really was for me?” I smirked, he backed away even more to the wall, then I hit him with the pie, ha, so cute!

“HEY!” he yelled and grabbed a pie, I ran, he threw, I ducked, BAM! It hit Siwon!

“Yah!” Siwon yelled, and grabbed a pie, and tried to throw it at Henry, but he ducked and it hit Sungmin

Before I knew it, we were throwing pies as if there was no tomorrow! I was kinda surprised that there were so many pies! I mean, WOW!

The pies were gone, and then next thing up was tomatoes! Geez, I wonder why anyone would buy tomatoes and do nothing to them at a birthday party! I guess I was the one with the most dessert on them! I mean, I was soaked in it! Then when the food was out, it was just “Finally the war is over!”

“Thank goodness we bought it instead of having Wookie cook!” Donghae laughed,

“Such a waste of food” Ryeowook yelled, then started to take his shirt off,

“HEY! It’s really cold out here! Why are you taking your shirt off?” I yelled,

“Because it’s really sticky!”

“Alex, here’s your real birthday cake” Donghae smiled and opened a large big mac box, with a hamburger styled cake,

“YAH! Hamburger?” I laughed,

“Remember what I told you when you were 12?” Donghae smiled, I thought for a second,

“EH?! You really meant that?!”

“YUP!” he gave me a thumbs up, then I blushed,

“Annheo! I’m Pororo! I want to fly to the sky one day!” I sang (kinda like what Victoria did in Radio star)

Welp, Donghae started to laugh like a mad man! Meanwhile the other members were giving me that “WTF” face,

“What was that?” Sungmin asked,

“W-We made a bet when she turned 12! She loved Pororo when she was a kid, so we made a bet, that if she did that impression when she turned 20” Donghae kept on laughing, “That she would imitate him, and on her 14th birthday” Donghae looked at me, and I started to imitate Keroro’s voice. And everyone was still staring at me with the “WTF” face, I started to blush, then Henry gave me a surprise hug!

“DAW! Alex is so cute!” he hugged me tighter, then everyone laughed,

It ended at like 2 in the morning when everyone finished their food, I walked to the shower first, and cleansed myself from all the pies, tomatoes, and everything that was on my body and walked out. I noticed that a few of them started drinking alcohol, so I ignored it and walked right into my room.

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I walked into my room, and saw a BIG panda in front of my window,

“Oh, Mr. Big Panda, what are you doing in here?” I said, walking to it. There was a note attached,

“Alex, well… Since I didn’t get to give you a gift for your birthday for a few years, I guess this big panda would make you forgive me? If not check your bed” I read, and turned around there was nothing on the bed.

I took the covers off of it, and saw a bunch of other panda things that I was staring at in the store. A panda necklace, bracelet, rings T-shirt, socks, scarf, mirror compact, purse, wallet, cosmetic bag, hair accessories, and soo much more! And that was just the panda part of it!

There was a super junior part to… There was a Leeteuk bracelet (there was a sticker that said it, otherwise I wouldn’t had known) Heechul ring, Hankyung, Kibum and Shindong phone strap, Yesung guitar necklace, Eunhyuk necklace, Kangin socks (so cute), Sungmin earrings, a Siwon watch, Ryeowook bracelet, and a large picture of Donghae….

Then there was a little notebook. I opened it up to the first page, and it had a little picture of Donghae with a sad face, and there was a little note under it, “Alex, I’m trying my hardest to be a big brother, so don’t give up on me ok?” I laughed a bit, then turned to the next page.
It had Donghae and his arm is wrapped around Henry’s neck pinching his cheek, “Don’t kill Henry ok? He’s special! Plus it’s fun pinching his cheeks hehehe” I laughed, then turned to the next page.

This time it had Donghae having his lips near Leeteuk while Teukie was sleeping, “I know he’s mean at first, but once you get to know him, he’s like a mom! Like you! Well… when you worry about me anyways” seriously… a mom?

I turned to the next page, it was with Heechul and they were doing a peace sign, “This guy is really strange, but you’ll get use to him… He’s preettyyy straight forward like you… It’s almost scary!”

Next page was with some guy I remember, “Alex, this is Hankyung or Hangeng, he’s not in Super Junior right now, but he’s amazing! Remember dad’s funeral? He made that fried rice for you. You didn’t know him that much right? Well, here’s something! He’s really funny! But he has a hard time speaking because he’s Chinese. Ha! He’s like you since he uses the same excuse to get out of something! Like when you go, ‘YAH! I’m not full Korean! So I don’t know much!’ he would go, ‘I’m Chinese so I don’t really understand when you’re in a tough predicament”
Hankyung… I remember him… he’s the guy that took my first kiss…

Next page was with Yesung except, they had a really original pose, Donghae was placing his finger on Yesung’s lips, “Alex, be careful when you sleep! He touches people’s lips at night! It’s creepy, but it’s true!! I’ve been a victim! But he’s like you, silent but scary” I started laughing, then turned to the next page

And it was with someone that I didn’t know, “This is Kangin, or Kim Youngwoon, he’s going to the army soon, but he’s still supporting us! Kangin! Fighting!! Hm… He’s kinda of like you, he can lift anyone’s sprit up with his humor, but can be scary when he’s mad….not to mention violent!”

Next one was Shindong, “Looks never mattered in Super Junior, so it shouldn’t matter in life ^__^ Plus, he’s an amazing person! He’s nice, so… Er, random!!”

Next one was with Sungmin doing a pouty face wearing a pink hat and pink clothing and Donghae pushing his face away with one hand, “Alex… This guy… Aigo, he seriously loves pink! Can you believe that? Especially with his voice?! Whatever you do, be careful of this guy!!”

Next one was the monkey and him pretending to lean in closer for a kiss, “He’s my monkey! And he only belongs to me! Plus he’s not your type!”

Next, Siwon with his bible and him looking at it with Siwon, “If you wanna be more Christianly, hang out with this guy for an hour! You’ll memorize 30 verses at that time!”

Ryeowook yelling at Donghae holding a knife in his hands, “Ah~ Wookie, he’s so cute! He’s the baby of the group! Well… not the youngest, but acts like the youngest! He’s like a male version of a wife!”

Some guy I didn’t know and Donghae were just smiling at the camera, “This is Kibum, he’s pursuing his acting career right now, but you might see him one day ^__^ Also, he’s really dedicated… and kind of a player, so watch out for him!!”

Kyuhyun with a ‘what are you doing face’ looking at Donghae, “Ah~ our Maknae… He’s a dork, he’s shy, but he reminds me of you… the way he has his evil smile, is just like yours. It’s cute, and it can kill someone.”

Some Asian guy just staring at the camera with Donghae, “This is Zhou mi, he’s a nerd really, but he’s really fun when you get to know him!”

Then there was a picture of all of them, “Alex, I know you’re mad at me for taking care of Super Junior, and I know you’re sad that I didn’t see you often. But I really love them, and I hope you can be one of us,” I turned the page, as I felt my eyes were filling up with tears,

Next page, I saw a picture of Donghae and me when we were little,

“Ah~ Alex, you were so little! You followed me and Donghwa everywhere! When you first came, you were so cute and scared. But then we opened up to each other, and it felt as if we were family. I’m happy I met you, and I’m happy that mom and dad adopted you. When you were little, you saw me dance, and you would always complain to me that you couldn’t dance, but it was cute! But when I left, everything changed… When I told you that when you e-mailed me every day, remember when I replied back? But then, as time went along, I couldn’t? I’m sorry Alex. One day, I hope we could be close like we use to. Love Donghae”

I was crying when I was reading that, I guess the person who knew me best was really Donghae… Sure, he’s a complete idiot, who forgets things easily, and all, but he really is a caring big brother…. The more the pages, it was with pictures with the members or me or Donghwa. I turned to the last page, and it said,

“Happy birthday!” and in small print under it, “I know you thought I forgot! Don’t lie!! This is a really special day! It’s the day you were born! I love you Alex!” and I turned to the next page, and there was a little sticky note, “Al, open your desk drawer! And I’m done!”

I quickly opened it, and saw a framed picture of Donghae and me when we were little. Then there was a note behind the frame.

“I’m going to be busy for a long time when Bonamana is released, but follow me ok?” there was a cute little smiley face at the end, I looked inside the drawer and found an apron in it…

“OH! Also, you’re going to need this for your punishment ^___^ expect me to wake you up earlier when Bonamana is released! ^O^”

Yep… This is Donghae… No doubt!

I’m so happy…. I don’t know what to do! He actually remembered ha! Well, better get some sleep…. Good night~
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