The conversation we had yesterday was still stuck in my head. Why.. why did I have to be dead. If only i would have met Hyunseung before all this.

I've recently noticed that the silk fabric behind me was slowly fading away, I was scared what if it's soon time for me to go to heaven. Is that what happens when it disappears. It scared me just to think about it, I would have to leave this hospital, I would never see Hyunseung anymore. I felt my eyes become warmer and small drops were running down my pink cheeks.

I felt the wind breeze past me, aa-a it's kind of scary that i can't feel any other heat than my own bodies, weird, but it feels good standing here on the roof.

Yeah, you're really weird. I heard behind me, I quickly turned around and found Hyunseung stand by the door.

H-hyunseung! I quickly dried my tears and gave him an awkward smile. His face turned into a weird expression. What's wrong, have you been crying? he asked and came and sat beside me. N-no t-this is sweat! I shouted out without thinking. S-sweat?... he asked before suddenly bursting out in laughter. You're really weird Hyuna. I quielty watched him as he was laughing, my heart was stinging, why? why aren't I alive...

Hyunseung laughter faded out and he now looked at me with a serious expressiom. Hyuna really, what's wrong?  I awkwardly chuckled and tugged a piece of my hair behind my ear. N-nothing I was just thinking anout s-stuff.. What kind of stuff?

R-really it's nothing! L-let's talk about something else, now that I think about it I know nothing about you Hyunseung, let's get to know each other better, ok?

Fine, If you say so.. he said with a bit annoyance. OK! I'll ask the first questions! when is your birthday?

3, september 1989. wow, so you're 25.. which means you're 3 years older than me! I was born 92! 

So young! Hyunseung outbursted, OK my turn, What's the date of your birthday? 6, June. I answeared him.

Have you ever had a girlfriend? No.

really!?

really.

Who was your first boyfriend and love? ...Junhyung.

hmm.. I see. And how about now are you still in love with him?

Y-yah It's supposed to be only one question at the time!!

Okook whatever, ask me something then!

ummh..Why is your hair red?

Geh! such a stupid question.. Cause I like red. Now it's mine turn, Do you still love him?

.. N-no.. I mean sure he was my first love, and there will always be this feeling for him, but it's not love.  my turn. Do you still love your brothers girlfriend or s-someone else?

No, I found something more important to me than her.  he said while looking deply into my eyes. I felt my cheeks flush so I quickly looked down shyly.

Y-yah Hyuna.. I don't know if it's just me B-but aren't you kind of transparent?  I looked up at him and saw his eyes were fixed on my stomach, I slowly looked down and saw what he meant, I liften up my hands which were shaking and looked at them, my fingers had disappeared completly.

N-No Hyunseung I'm scared, I don't want to disappear!!! I shouted out. I looked at him and saw his face was pale as a sheet. Hyuna.. Hyuna.. why, what are you saying.. you won't disappear right? I mean we've so much to talk about.. right? I still don't know much about you, if this is a joke please stop. He said while desperatly looking into my eyes.

I felt my tears roll down my cheeks and went closer to him. H-Hyunseung I wish this was only a joke, I don't want to, I'm so scared. I don't want to leave. I want to stay here with you!

my whole body was slowly vanishing it scared me so much, Hyunseung sat infront of me and I could see he was about to cry.

H-hyunseung. I- i'll never forget you, so don't forget me either. I-I lov--- before I could say anything I felt his lips pressed against mine. He slowly moved away. we both looked into each others eyes with shock, I can touch you? why? he quickly came closer once again and hugged me. I've wanted to do this for a while now, Hyuna, I love you! I really fell for you! I won't forget you. Wait for me ok?

I leaned my head against his shoulder and nodded. I love you to, Oppa. I closed my eyes and everything turned black.

Hyunseung fell forward as Hyunas body vanished with the wind, he clenched his fits together and finally let his tears fall.

HYUNAAA!!!!

I felt a sharp pain on my head, I slowly opened my eyes and all I could see was white.

Am-- Am I in heaven right now?