Dear Diary, 

Today I acted like a complete child. I had completely walked out of the recording session with no regards to everyone else that was there. I texted Daesung who was there to tell everyone I'm sorry and that I don't feel good. It wasn't a complete lie. I mean who would feel good if the person they love was in someone else's arms. I tried ignoring it, but my eyes would constantly go back to them. I was so close to punching the person right in the face. So I did what I had to do and walk away before I did something stupid, but more importantly before I let out my secret.

Minzy closes her diary and puts in under the secret compartment in her bottom drawer. Other than her diary laid a small bottle of pills. She took out two and put the bottle back. Minzy quickly put the pills in and fell down on her bed. It took only a second for the fill to kick in. She lets out a small smile as she slowly drifts  to her fantasies and away from reality. But in the back of her mind there is always a constant reminder once she goes into her fantasies.

"You can have many fantasies as you want, but there is only one reality."