My name is cho kyuhyun, I'm living a not so normal life, I came with a rich family, my mother have her own buiesness, my father have s chool and my older sister is helping my mother in our buisness, yes we are rich but they don't have time for me, that's why I spend most of my time in playing computer games. They said I am an evil kid but I think they are right... it's because I want their attention, I'm glad I find a friend who accept for who I am and they understand  me, especially sungmin...

Lee Sungmin ah.. that name, he is very special to me, we are in a relationship for  four years but suddenly it all change and gone in one day, it's because of my stupid hobby. I texted him almost 100 times but he didn't reply me atleast a single dot it looks like I lost my appetite, I fix myself and go to sungmin's house, I want to see him, I want to say sorry to him and forgive me

~~~~~~~~~~FLASH BACK~~~~~~~~~~

I enter the elevator and saw a familliar back, I immediately grab his wrist I didn't notice that the door of the elevator was closed
and I was right, it was sungmin, he push me and go to rest room I follow him and he avoid looking at me

"I'm sorry sungmin, It is the game that I'm playing awhile ago, I suddenly die in the game.. so I accidentaly shout, but you know that how much I love you right? I can't do that to you!"

"But it already happen, it's because you always play that game! do you really love me? it feels like you love that game more than me!"

"Sungmin... you know my past right?" He didn't response to me, I hold his wrist very tight, tighter than before

"Can't you accept the real me? I thought you love the whole me?"

"S-stop it kyuhyun, you're hurting me!"

"HURT? how about me? don't you know how it feels to be rejected by the people around you?"

"I said stop it!" he push me and bite his lips

"I trust you sungmin, you are the only person that I trust"

"STOP IT" he slap me and tears suddenly fall in his eyes, he leave me. I'm just glad there are no other people except us.
I tried to explain it to him but he ignores me and then yesung and ryeowook came

~~~~~~~~~~END OF FLASH BACK~~~~~~~~~~

Why did I do all those things to him? I sneek to his veranda and I saw his younger brother, Ryeowook

"Hey Ryeowook!"

"Oh! Kyuhyun! you are looking for sungmin? He said that he don't want you to enter our house"

"I understand him, it's my fault anyway, hey wookie"

"Yes?"

"What do you think will happen to us if I accept your feelings?"

he cough and shrug

"No one knew what will happen" he shrug and sigh

"kyuhyu-ah I have to go, need to cook for our lunch"

"okay... oh! can you tell sungmin to... go out in his veranda, he is not replying my texts"

"Aigoo kyuhyun, I think you should visit him on the other day, he is not feeling well"

"is that so"

"yes... I'm really sorry"

"you don't need to say sorry, it's okay"

he smile and bow at me, but I will not give up that easily I'll wait for him here infront of his house even it will take forever, I'll wait for him

"LEE SUNGMIN! I KNOW YOU CAN HEAR ME! PLEASE.... I'M REALLY SORRY" I know he is there in the side of the mirror, I can see his bunny's foo there, I can see it clearly

"Ah! kyuhyun-ah! what are you doing here?" it was donghae with eunhyuk, this two fairy couple always together

"apoligizing to sungmin?" eunhyuk added

"yeah... I can't live a normal life without him"

"aigooo you are such a sweet guy! but you better go home, it looks like it's gonna rain"

"yes hyung, thankyou for worrying, I'll leave when it already rain"

they are all worried about me, I am thankful that I have a caring friends like them, they gave me a pack of starberries before they leave,
but I just can't leave sungmin.. all I want is to see sungmin and say sorry to him...many hours have passed but he is still not answering me, until it rained very hard

"SUNGMIN! PEASE ANSWER ME!" sungmin came out in his veranda with an umbrella

"GO HOME! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER!" he enter his room and slam the door

"SUNGMIN! I WILL STAY HERE, I DON'T CARE WHAT HAPPEN TO ME I JUST.... want you to forgive me" I know he will forgive me, please.. just tell me, I can see him sobbing and he look so pale

"Sungmin! don't cry! you'll look ugly if you won't stop and you didn't ate your lunch didn't you? I told you you should not skip lunch or else, you'll get sick!" I chuckled and sneeze, this rain is such a wrong timming stupid rain

NOBODY'S POV

Kyuhyun still infront of sungmin's house, shouting "I'm sorry" many times. kyuhyun looks very pale, trembling because of the rain.
Sungmin hug his bunny which kyuhyun gave him on his birthday, ryeowook pop out in no where and sit beside hi hyung, convincing him to forgive kyuhyun 

"aishhh ryeowook just leave us alone!please..." ryeowook froze in what his hyung told him, he sigh and leave him, on the other side, kyuhyun keeps asking him questions which makes sungmin's tears drop from his eyes

"you still here?" Yesung pops out in from where and stand beside kyuhyun

"hyung, leave me alone will you"

"why are you so rude to me? although you are taking ryeowook away from me. Why didn't you eat those strawberries that eunhae gave to you? look, you already had a fever" yesung touch kyuhyun's forehead and he looks very sick

"Why are you doing this?"

"because we are friends, and you?"

"because... If you just know about---"

"know what? that you have a rich but busy family and don't have time for you? what else that I don' know?"

"you don't know... how much I love him" yesung shrug and give kyuhyun a coat before he leave. kyuhyun smile and continue shouting infront of sungmin's house. meanwhile inside. . . 
Ryeowook got a phone call from eunhyuk asking how's kyuhyun

"ryeowook-ah~ kyuhyun still outside in your house? did he already eat the starwberries that we gave him?" Ryeowook look outsude and saw the strawberries beside the coat

"yes hyung wae you ask?"

"aigoo! aigoo! you see... his butler ask us where is he because he is still not eating his breakfast, if you just saw the butler's face it's so daebak!"

"WHAT?!"

"Ryeowook, this is donghae, can you give the phone to sungmin?"

"ah.. yes.. sure hyung" ryeowook get up on his bed and knock on his hyung's door and give the phone to him

"donghae?"

"sungmin! I'm glad you answer~ you are not answering my phone call and you didn't even reply my text messages"

"sorry... I turn off my phone, it's annoying you know"

"yah hyung! aren't you worried about kyuhyunnie?" sungmin froze in donghae's question

"do you still love him don't you?" donghae sigh and look at eunhyuk

"donghae..I... I.."

"come on sungmin hyung! he didn't mean it right? if you really love him, you'll forgive him" sungmin look blankly and drop the phone and quickly go outside and saw the weak kyuhyun

"kyuhyun!" he run beside him and caress his lover's wet hair

"s-sungmin?"

sungmin frown and shook his head

"you didn't eat your lunch yet don't you? I told you not to skip lunch right? and where is your umbrella?"

"I hate you kyuhyun, you keep telling me this that but you never do those thing! you always skip lunch because you're always busy playing games,how can I follow your order if you youself don't do it"

kyuhyun sigh and hug sungmin

"thankyou for worrying about me, thankyou sungmin" kyuhyun mumbled