Love is song birds and fat cherubs and swollen hearts and dizzying feelings. Something you can't expect that pulls your feet from under you like you've been struck by a tidle wave. Twenty-one years of "what it's supposed to be abouts" has filled your head with flawless little notions. So naturally, you're blindsided and terrified when it comes to you in all its imperfections and insecurities in the form of pink hair and indifferent, red lips.