Have you ever felt lonely even though you're with people ? Unwanted even though there are thousands of people cheering for you ?
Have you ever felt like you don't deserve such a nice life ? That there are many people out there working harder, a lot harder than you but still your life is better ? 
I do, I have always done. I keep trying harder and harder but still I know that it is not enough.
What is this world? Why are we here ? Is it just to betray? To lie and to steal? 

Is it okay for the criminals not to be punished?
And why do the innocents get betrayed and pay for someone's else mistakes? 
I just can't stand it . This world, and those people. 
No matter how much I tried to work harder in order not to be like those people who lie, I fail over and over again.
I guess it's not just people around me .
I think I am also like them, worst even. 
I pretend to be different and that I want to change things .
However, I can't and I know it .
Still, I don't want to live like this. I feel like ending it, like ending everything .