People tends to have days where their emotion turns haywire

Tired, frustrated, and in need of consolation

Even for Luhan, things like that happened

And today is one of those days

Luhan slump his tired body on the toilet wall in the farthest stall

He’s tired

Not just his body but also his mind

Preparation for a comeback is different from debut

It’s the same thing

Practicing choreography, recording songs, photoshoot

Yet the differences are he has schedules between the days of preparation, performances, mini concert, interview, sport championship show, and more

And it’s not just on China and South Korea, but also other countries

Then the popularity that made him needs to face the fans every single time

He needs to be polite, to smile, to reject their gifts politely [although sometimes he receive it quietly, when the manager didn’t see, sympathizing the fans plead]

He also needs to be careful with the diet, to maintain his body proportion which is slightly above skinny

And that’s why it’s not strange if he felt so tired and stressful

Not just him

The other members too

Being the one with cheerful image made it harder to maintain his expression all the time

He wants to be a normal person for once

But that privilege has been gone long ago when he decided to be an idol

And now he decide to lock himself in the toilet to rest a bit

It’s not the best place but he wants to be alone

“Luhan”

A knock on the door

A familiar voice

It’s like the person knew that it’s Luhan there

Luhan hummed as an answer

“You okay?”

A stupid worry filled question

“No…”

There’s a moment of silence

“Why?”

Maybe it’s an idiot question, despite him knowing what really happened

But he needs Luhan to say it

“I’m tired, Minseok…freaking tired with all of this…”

The man started to poured his heart out

“How come sunbaes could cope with this kind of life…no privacy, no rest…”

Minseok understands

Because they’re on the same boat