Inspired by a scene in a manga i read before and then there was Don't Cry Out Loud playing in my head hence the title BIG TOP and then Boom! a short short fic. well I was intending to write  it as a full fic but then again it sudenly looked good to me as it is (I added afew more words anyway) so maybe it'll stay as it is or expand. I don't know. I'll think about it. :/

anyway, I am posting this as a breather from trying to write updates for 2 chaptered fics and a surprisingly long (for me) one shot.