The Writer

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Just a drabble~ 

Key is, in his opinion, a writer. The monster in his head is urging his to write his life story, to be the infamous kind of author. What will happen when Jonghyun walks in on him in the middle of his work?

The idea for this just sort of popped into my head and, well, this is what happened.

WARNING: contains self-harm

Foreword

Before you ask (because you'll probably wonder where this all came from) this is only semi-autobiographical. Fist of all, what you read here never actually happened to me - the extent to which the story goes is purely fiction. I used to cut, and  recently I had a really bad relapse. But, I AM stopping, no matter how hard it will be, before it can get too far again. Part of the inspiration for this was the urge to just give up already, but I thought that if I wrote this I could take out all my feelings on the caracters (Key, I'm so sorry I killed you>.<) instead of on myself, and it definately helped. 

 

WARNING: THIS CONTAINS SELF-HARM. 

DO NOT READ IF THIS COULD BE TRIGGERING!

 

If you are like me and want to stop, I suggest you look up The Butterlfy Project. Or read the fanfic "Butterfly on Your Left Wrist."

It's what helped me stop the first time, and now. ALSO, i should let you know thats not my pic ^.^ so dont freak out

 

Check out my other stories:

Tough Lover (KyuSung )

Roommates (JongKey )

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ChippyNugget #1
Omo, this was so cleverly written and beautiful! Perfection. So much emotion and power in such a short story. Really loved this, although it was incredibly sad >_< authornim, fighting! <3
kpopfan3 #2
Your story has been recommended ^^
http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/405646/recommended-fanfics-you-bap-fanfics
taesaur #3
You don't know how happy it made me to know my story helped you a little, but it makes me sad to see that you're still trying to break the habit. It's not easy, but if you try hard enough, and draw lots of butterflies on your wrist, I'm sure you'll finally let go of that addiction. Writing the feelings in the story is a really good way too, and I hope you manage to stop soon, I know you can c:
I don't even know why I'm shaking as I write all of this, and your story is beautiful, I loved it <3<3
OnKeyMVP #4
Chapter 1: This is so sad! I have a friend that is cutting herself, and I actually don't really know what to do to help her. I want to be there for her, but it's hard when she doesn't want my help... But I'll try, 'cause I REALLY don't want to lose her. I'm glad to hear that you are also trying to stop. This was very sad but also very good!
stillbroken #5
Chapter 1: The last line killed me. It's so sad but at the same time beautiful and perfect, really well written and full of emotions, thank you for writing this.
And, anyway, I really believe in you, darling, you can do it, I can understand you well, it's hard but keep fighting ^^
KpopLuver29 #6
Chapter 1: Hey there :) This is kind of sad ... But I still really like it! It's beautiful in a sad way!
It's good to hear that you are stopping and that you're really trying. I'm sorry that you relapsed, but breaking a habit is hard. Never stop fighting because there is a silver lining out there :) Fighting!
Momo1895 #7
Chapter 1: Don't ever give up dearie! You are a wonderful writer and I'm absolutely positive you are a wonderful person. The world would miss you dearly. HWAITING!!!~
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