A city in korea the weather is so bloody cold, but doesn’t mean it would make the beautiful scenery in korea has drowning in a bunch of snow. Sunhwa, it is my name all my family and my friends call me with that name. I’m a student in one of university in South Korea in Art and Literature program, and actually this whole winter season is a great time to spend the time to having fun or go to holiday, but  not for me it is kind of something freak if I do something that the other people do. One thing that I know that this winter is the worst one, since he has already gone in the previous winter, winter become something that hardest to past it.

       And I remember when

[Flashback]

When I was graduate form senior high school, I try to continue my study in one of university, firstly I really want to join in Music class program in one university, but the fact is I should go to the other program in art and literature program. And in my first day study in university, it is totally different, everything is new for me, and I think I need more time to enjoy in this kind of condition.

Brrraaaakkkkk!!

“Oh! God damn! What are you doing?” said him

[Oh my god I’ve bumped someone in front of me] I didn’t give any respond and feel scared

“What a stupid girl you are, don’t you have an eye?” ask him [Angry]

And I still silent and didn’t have any respond, I looks like sad and feeling afraid about that happened

And of course it makes Lu Han so angry for that time. Yah Lu han is my senior in art and literature program, he is the famous student in this university, he looks handsome, cute and I think when he say to a girl “ would you like be my girl friend” and I’ll promise to you no one girls will deny it and every single girls will say “ Yes” only

And when I still didn’t give any respond, He takes me and brings me to the field in the middle of university. And the Lu han going to Embrassing me in front of a lot of another students, and I can’t do anything. One thing that I knows is i got in a big trouble.

I am bending, look likes want to apologize. But it was not make Lu han to stop his planning to Embrassing me. When a lot of people have been gathered.

“Hei guys, you have to listen to me carefully” shouted luhan

“a girl in front of you, has bumped me and make me get pain and do not want to take the responsibility for her mistaken” said Lu han

“and do you have any suggestion, what is appropriate punishment for her” ask Lu han to the people.

And I Shocked about it. i was crying and tried to say something. Then suddenly

“Just forced her to apologize while bending“ said someone from the people who show the bullying

And then Lu Han tried to ask the other people but no respond, and Lu han asks me to apologize while bending

“hey, you have to take your responsibility about it” said him

And i am still crying confuse, i don’t know what i have to do, and then i tried to reach my bag and take a piece of paper and a pen, i am going to write something.

And every single that see me little bit confuse, what i am doing actually?

When I have done I show the paper in front of the people

                     I am Sorry

                     I know, I’ve made mistaken

                     Forgive me!

And every single who read the text, going to talk to each other,

“hey, what happened with you? Are you didn’t have any braveness to apologize”

And every single laugh, look like, it kinds something freak and become something funny and deserved to be laugh

And i gets hurt ot heard that

And Lu Han didn’t do anything to stop it he just laughs as much as he can.

And I tried to take a breath smoothly and to write for a second, before I showed the paper, I tried look like stronger. And then I showed the paper slowly.

                 I can’t speak

                 I Dumb

And when all of student read the text and no laugh anymore, and I tried to walk closer with Lu Han. And give both of the paper and Bending to him. I think i have apologized to Lu Han

And Lu han didn’t give any respond he just confuse, what he had done, and maybe it will be the best moment that I never forget.

And I tred to go away from the all of people while crying..