jaejoong pov:

it*s been a week since the accident, i fell ok i even went to a few activities with the band, it was pretty hard for me to just watch the boys struggling because of me, and it was hard as well to see the fan crying for me, even through was happy that they care sa much for me.

right now i*m at home with changmin, we are suppose to make food together because tonight e are celebrate the end of the new album, but i*m making the food all alone because changmin is eating the ingredients for the cake............

jae: changmin please don*t eat the flour............

ch:why not, is good

jae: no is not (i say as i take a bit of flour and i throw in his face)

jae: ha ha ha now there is no need to make a cake we can just eat you

ch: you are .................gonna die(he say as he take the bag wit flour and start running  after me, when he finaly catch me we realize the mess we did, the whole kitchen is a mess, but i can*t help myself not to laugh, i mean changmin face looks so cute right now with all the flor in his face, is to fanny )

ch:hyung look what we did, the room is a mess

jae: ha ha ha your face is a mess to but you don*t see me crying over this( i don*t even  finish what i had to say and i see changmin, pouring all the flour in my had, now he is even more cute then before, he is laughing so hard, he looks so cute making hard for me to be upset with him)

ch: now i really don*t feel bad that we have to clean the hole kitchen , jaejoong you look so cute

jae: call me hyung

ch: i don*t want

jae:how dare you pull your tongue at me, you ugly person (i*m joking he is really cute right now)

ch:ehhhhhh how dare you call me ugly, i will kill you

after an hour of running around the house, we got tired, and now we are lying on the sofa

ch: hyung we should clean the kitchen and finish the work as well

jae: we still have time, lets sleep a bit in here and we will finish the work later

changmin pov:

after he said this he hug me and fell asleep, i*m tired as well but i just can*t fell asleep because my heart beat sa hard that i cant fell asleep, i*m so happy right now, i wish thim moment will last forever, but i know it can*t, jaejoong is with yunho hyung but i just can**t stop my heart beating faster when i*m with him and i can*t make her not to hurt every time i see jaejoong huging yunho or kissing him i know is not rightbut i think i fell i love with jaejoong hyung, i just realized this just recently as well, is all jaeoong hyung fault because he kiss me and sine then i start thinking weird about him, but somehow i*m happy to have a day like today, i*m happy if i can be at last some time like this then is ok, if he is happy with yunho hyung i will try not to say anythink about my feelings, but is just so hard to see him with yunho, it hurts my heart, too see them happy together, i don*t like this, but right now i*m so happy to have him in my arms right now, i wish it will last forever ....................

jaejoong pov:

when i woke up changmin was sleeping, i try to get donw but i can because he is holding me so tight, i want to get down but right here is so warm, i just fell like sleeping again, but i can*t because the boys will come in an hour, and i have so many think to do, so i try to get down again, but changmin woke up

ch:hyung...........

jae: changmin let me go, my body hurts already

ch:ah sorry i didn*t mean to........

jae: ha ha i was just joking, it was nice sleeping in your arms

ch:hyung (i can see him blushing, and i start blushing as well i was just joking s way did it end like that)

jae:we should start working

ch: ah let start

changmin pov:

we finish the work really quickly, and the boys already  got home, we started the party but i*m sad because one yunho got home, jaejoong hyung run in his arms, i thought my heart will broke in manny pieces, it happens every time i see them happy all over each other, i just hate it, to see them like this, and what is the worst is that jaejoong is not in my arms right now.......

yoo: changmin did you see that we don*t have beer, what will we drink at the party

ju: ye what kind of party doesn*t have beer ......go by some

yu: i will go

jae: no is all right i will go, you guys are tierd

ch:i will come with you

yu:no is all right i will go

ch:you are tired hyung i will go

jae:changmin is right i will go with him

ch: le*t go hyung

jae:ah ok le*t go

yunho pov:

i don*t know way but i just don*t fell right that i let them go together, i mean since when is changmin happy to go do somethink fore some one else, i might be wrong but this doesn*t fell right

yoo:did anythink happened hyung

yu:no don*t mind ne just keep on with the party

yoo:are you worried about changmin and jaejoong

yu:how did you

yoo:you don*t have to be a genius to figure out that those two are closer then ever

yu:you think

yoo:yea i don*t want to say anythink but are prrety close, but i don*t think that is somethink that you should worry

yu: maybe you*re right

jaejong pov:

we are going to the store to by beer, but i don*t know way changmin is acting worried, he suddenly grabbed my hand and now..........

ch:ne hyung

jae:what is it

ch:hyung are you happy

jae:of course i*m happy way are you.......

ch:no hyung i mean are you happy with yunho hyung

jae: of course i*m happy

ch:i see (he let go of my hand, i really don*t know what is wrong with him really he ia making me fell bad he seem sad when i said that i*m happy, my heart hurts as well, what is wrong with me......................i turn my head to see changmin .............he is crying, what is wrong with him, way does mt heart hurts, i fell like i dying)

jae:changmin what is wrong with you, did you hurt yourself (i go closer to him and he covers eyes..............i try to take his hands, but he wont let me)

jae:min what is wrong plese tell me, don*t cry

ch:even if i tell you nothing will change because you are happy...........(i grab his hand and i hold them tight he try to struggle but i don*t let go of his hand)

jae:tel me what is wrong please (i got teary eys as well my heart hurts seeing him like that )

ch:sorry please don*t cry, i didn*t mean to make you cry is all my fault

jae:what do you mean, you are crying as well, plese tell me what is wrong (now we are both crying)

ch:i love you

jae: what do you mean

ch:i*m sorry i don*t know how but i know that i fell for you, i really love you and i fell like dying everytime i see you with yunho

jae:changmin

ch:can*t i be the one you love (i dont really know what to say so i just hug him, without even  knowing i lift his head and i unite our lips)

yunho pov:

we got tired waithing for jaejoong and changmin, so when we hear the door  we all look at the door but what i saw was not what i wanted to see, changmin was sleeping on jaejoong back, his eys look like he was crying

yu:jaejoong what happened

jae:sorry lets talk tomorrow

yu:what jae ..............(i tired to talk witk him but he ust got inside changmin room, just like tthat..................i don*t know what happened i just...................................)