jaejoong pov:

we are rehearsing some really hard dance now, but i can*t focus at all, changmin never spoke to me again since that day, why did i kiss him, i think in that moment i had a dead wish, now he doesn*t even eat at home, he most have really hate me, i don*t know what to do is so hard to talk with him now that he doesn*e even listen to me, i fell lonely for some reason, and i know i shoud focus on the dance but i just can*t focus, i bet i*m gonna get  scoled because a can*t get the moves right............we are taking a break now

yoo: jaejoong is somethink bad  with you. are you still upset about changmin

jae:i*m not, upset about him, and  it was my fault anyway

yoo:  come on jaejoong it was only a joke, there is no ned to take it so serious

jae: is not like that, i was not..........

yu:hi guys, what are you talking about

yoo: we were talking about

jae: nothing, just about the dance .................is really hard, and i can*t seem to get the moves

yu: oh i see, don*t worry about this, you will get them (he kiss my forehead) i know you can

jae: thanks yunho (and before i say anythink junsu call him)

su: yunho hyung............

yu:what is it junsu

su: manager hyung is searching you, and it seams somethink important

yu: ah i see, then i should go.........bye guys (after smiling at me, he left, i*m so lucky to be with him, i really like him and i love the fact that he protect me, or is more like i fell protect when i*m with him)

su: yoochan aren*t you hungry

yoo:well i*m actually

su:cool them lets go and eat

yoo:hyung you want to come as well

jae:no thank you

yoo:but you haven*t eat since last night, aren*t you hungry

jae:i*m not

yoo:come one hyung

jae:i will eat later, ok

yoo: ok, if that is what you want bye hyung

su:bye

jae:bye (so happy they are gone, i didn*t want to see they all love dovey, i mean they are cute together, but sometime is better not to by next to yoosu couple because they sometime forget where they are or with who and start making out, don*t get me wrong they are cute, but i don*t want see to much................ah changmin is all alone again, maybe i shoud go and talk with him, yes this what i will do)

jae:changmin way are you here, did you eat already

ch:way do you care?

jae:changmin don*t be like that, i didn*t mean

ch:you didn*t mean to do what, steal my first kiss

jae: changmin, sorry.............i (i try to grab his hand, but he take his hand away)

ch:don*t touch me

jae:changmin (he left, some how i made things worse, i made him more angry )

the break is over, and we start to practice again, i keep thinking about changmin while i do the dance..................suddenly i hear the sound of a break and my leg  start to hurt very hard, i don*t know what to do so i just leve the dance floor and sit on a corner, my leg hurts but i don*t want to get scolded by the choreographer because i disturbed everyone, but my leg hurt so bad that i can*t stand it..................i start to get dizzy............ yunho is calling me, he seam worried, he is coming closer, and i want to say i*m ok but my leg hurts and my lips don*t seam to open

changmin pov:

mayby i was to harsh on jaejoong, i fell bad that i talk to him like that, i*m just so angry at him, really how can he take my first kiss as a joke, i was saving my first kiss for my first love and he know this, so how can he do somethink like this........................and then again he seam to really feel bad for what he did, but what really pisses me off is that he didn*t mean it, he only did it as a joke, this is what really make me mad, i start to cry again, so annoying is been 3 days and i*m stil upset about this, i should just kill him, so i can get my revenge, stupid hyung........................let*s see what is he doing anyway..........................eh is there somethink wrong with him, why is him standing in a corner, is there somethink wrong, is he filing bad because he didn*t eat, what is wrong.....................i can hear yunho hyung calling him, but all i can see is him......................i can*t move, my body froze...........................yunho took him in his arms while the others are calling the ambulance........................i go closer to jaejoong hyung i think he fainted, he look beautiful right now, what i*m thinking, what if his condition is really bad....................what should i do....................i fell like crying right now, i*m so scared what if he dies........... i*m scared 

the ambulance come and we all got to the hospital, the doctor said that jaejoong must do a foot surgery because he ruptured his cartilage, they got in the surgery right away, he are all waithing in the hall...............i can hear yoochan and junsu cry, and i can see yunho feels like crying as well but he is trying realy hard to stay strong.......................my tears also started to flow .....................i*m so scared for hyung .......................god if he will be ok i promise to be a good boy, and i will never think that i want to kill him even if he kiss me again .................so please god let him be ok

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PS. AGAIN SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKE ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE, BUT I  WANTED TO WRIT THIS STORY IN ENGLISH BECAUSE THERE ARE SOME STORY THAT SEEMED INTERESTING BUT THEY WHERE IN SPANISH OR OTHER LANGUAGES AND I FELL SORRY BECAUSE I COUDN*T READ THEM SO I DEIDED THAT MY FIRST STORY WILL BE IN A LANGUAGES THAT MANNY PEOPLE KNOW :) THANK YOU AGAINE FORE READING MY STORY