And then it happened. The kiss. It was just a slight touch between two pairs of lips and it only lasted for half a second, but it happened. And at that moment he knew. Dongho knew he was in love with Kevin. He already thought he liked Kevin more than the other Hyungs from the very beginning. Or better said, he liked Kevin in an other way. But the kiss made him realize that it was something else. Something more. It was love.

It was a few months back when they filmed that certain episode of Chef’s Kiss. The episode where Dongho and Kevin kissed. Dongho thought that the feelings, the feelings he had towards Kevin, would be temporarily, but he was wrong. The feelings had only gotten stronger in those few months. It wasn’t just a crush, he was sure it was real love. After the kiss, Dongho was afraid of getting close to Kevin. Afraid of touching him. Afraid of the fact that Kevin could notice something. He had abandoned Kevin a bit, because he didn’t want Kevin to know. It was Dongho’s secret. The one secret he wouldn’t share with anybody.