He sat on the bedside, staring at the boy in  front of him.

The boy had his earpiece in his ears, one hand holding on to an iPod and was tearing badly in his sleep.

He signed and took away his iPod slowly and carefully so as to not wake the younger boy up.

he then pulled the covers up and patted the boy's head softly, at the same time wiping his tears away.

It was nothing new to him, it had been his daily routine after since last monday. The monday which changed the boy's life forever.. and of course, him too.

Leeteuk signed , stood up and walked towards the window. He looked at the moon and back to the boy on the bed. He couldn't help but frowned and signed again. he shook his head and walked out of the room, closing the door silently.

Ryeowook wasn't full asleep yet, he knew Leeteuk had been in the room , watching over him and taking care of him. He just need from time from the grave he had. His grandmother, who was super closed to him, passed away last Monday. He couldn't help but to cry again, into his pillow.

Ryeowook grew up under his grandmother's care before he was found by SM entertainment. His parents were often traveling around the world and they had hardly any time to look after him. since he was a baby, his grandmother brought him up, thus the closest kin he had, was his grandmother. Afterwards, was the hyungs of Super Junior.

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" Sungmin! Ryeowook! Kyuhyun! Donghae! Faster, you have only 3 minutes before you perform! " Leeteuk hurried s out of the waiting room. It was their comeback week for No Other and they had prepared hard for it, after Bonamana.

"Ryeowookie? "

" GRANDMA!"

Upon seeing his grandmother, Ryeowook ran away from the group and embrace his grandmother tightly, making her unable to breathe. all the members knew how close Ryeowook was with his grandmother. It was as if, his whole life depended on her. 

His grandmother had travelled all the way from Daegu to Seoul, to watch Ryeowook performed for his comeback. Throughout the whole song, Ryeowook was smiling and dancing happily because his grandmother was smiling in front of him. He knew that No Other was his grandmother's favourite song. He placed his heart and soul into it.

After the performance ended, Super Junior went to the backstage to dress out and rest for the day. All of a sudden, a loud scream came from the female's toilet bought everyone's attention for rest to reality. Upon hearing the shout, Ryeowook and Donghae who was nearest to the restroom, ran forward.

The scene that appeared in front of them, immediately took their life away from the. It was Ryeowook's grandmother, lying in a blood of blood, hand holding on to a piece of paper that had the words, " My Ryeowook ", on it. Ryeowook couldn't speak or react to the situation. All he knew was that he felt someone shouting his name and picking him up and he out.

When he woke up, he was on a couch. Heechul was standing across the room, talking to Siwon and Eunhyuk. they didnt realise that Ryeowook had woke up. Sungmin and Leetek , who were at the other side of the room, were sleeping soundly. While Kyuhyun, Donghae, Yesung and Shindong were nowhere to be found.

Ryeowook tried to move, but realised he didnt have the strength to do so, after recalling what happen earlier on. He broke down into sobs which brought everyone's attention to him.

" Ryeowook." was all Sungmin could say, before Ryeowook's sob became loud cries. It shocked all of them, including the others when they were back. They had never since Ryeowook like this before, for the 9 years they knew him. Ryeowook was wailing, shouting, shivering , hitting himself and laughing. All in one.

Yesung went forward to him, pulled him into his chest and tried to calmed Ryeowook down, but Ryeowook just got louder and louder until he finally went all silence, he had fainted for the stress in his body. They couldn't help it but admit Ryeowook in to the hosiptal to monitor his current condition. 

It has been a week since Ryeowook had been crying non-stop, refusing to speak to anyone, refusing all nutrients intake, that he looks like a walking stick now. He never got out of the hospital, because he had tried to kill himself, a few days back because he desperately missed his grandmother. His parents didnt come back to Korea at all. they just said they were sorry over the phone and they couldnt face and take care of ryeowook anymore and hanged up before Leeteuk can say anything else. 

Ryeowook couldn't take the blow either. He went nuts for a day and the nurses had to sedate him.

This has been on going for a week. and it hurts the members to see him like this.

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" Ryeowook ahh, it's morning~ I 've bought you breakfast, come on and eat. " 

Yesung tucked the covers from Ryeowook, trying to make him wake up. Ryeowook stirred and sat up, stared motionlessly at yesung and began to cry again. Yesung pulled Ryeowook closed to his chest and hummed a song to Ryeowook, smoothing his emotions down. it was hard, Yesung never knew, but he will do anything for his boyfriend, esp when he was in this state. 

As he hummed a song to smooth Ryeowook down, he could feel Ryeowook's grip around him tighten. 

" Yeobo.. Dont leave me... I have no one now... hyung said, that mum and dad dont want me already.. please dont throw me away too.... "

" Pabo, why would I? you are my sun, the moon, my everything, i could have in this world, i couldnt bear to leave you, why about throwing you away..? Ryeowook, you have to believe me, i wouldn't, i love you, i promise. "

" yeobo.. " with that , Ryeowook sobbed hard into Yesung's shirt.