Nothing can describes my feelings. Yeah, I miss that namja… A namja who’s in my life a few years ago. A namja who stays with me everyday. A namja who loves me with all of his heart. A namja who loves me and accepts me as who I am. Should I go back to that time so that I would never know him? Well, it can’t be. Please, just one more time. Please, just for today, can I feel his warm hand holding my hand? Can I feel his hug until I feel his heartbeat? Can I hear him calls my name? Can I feel his breath? Smell his perfume? Can I?