“leejinkishineeonew”

 

I stared and stared at the name for ages and then I clicked on it.

 

-annyeonghaseyo~

 

-uhh…annyeong…

 

-kekekeke…thnx for looking at my profile and supporting me…

 

-no problem…

 

-so you like shinee too?

 

-yeah =)

 

-I love shinee

 

-that’s cool…so who’s your favourite member?

 

-onew oppa…

 

-CHINCA?!

 

-ye…

 

-ahh…wow…

 

-why wow?

 

-nvm..

 

-are you…

 

-am i?

 

-the…real lee jinki?

 

-I mean…onew?

 

-kekekekeke~

                                                                               

-do you think im not? ^^

 

-…yeah…im finding it hard to be ACTUALLY talking to you…so…

 

-im the real lee jinki/onew

 

-nice to meet you ^^

 

-same here…

 

-kekekekeke~

 

***

From those moments on, I have loved Onew.

 

For six years.

 

For six years I have loved Lee Jinki from SHINee.

 

For two years I have talked to him and got to know him.

 

For two years we have had a cyber relationship.

 

I know that it is hard to understand, hard to believe because even sometimes, it’s hard for even ME to believe.

 

Suddenly, the taxi stopped and I was there.

 

“Here…don’t worry about the change.” I said to the taxi driver.

 

He smiled and got out of the car to get my luggage.

 

My phone rang again as the driver was getting my luggage.

 

“Annyeonghaseyo?”

 

I said to the phone, forgetting to check the ID.

 

“You here yet?”

 

I began to blush.

 

“Are you here yet?”

 

The person asked again.

 

“Ye…I’m downstairs…”

 

“Ok…come up through the elevator. I live on the 6^th floor. Number 603.”

 

“Wait…you’re not coming down to greet me?!”

 

I asked and got a laughing reply.

 

“You silly girl. I’m 28…I’m getting old. I can’t go down there to pick you up!”

 

“Hmph!” I said to the phone.

 

“Aww…don’t do that! I’ll tell you what…when you come to my apartment I’ll give you a surprise!”

 

“What surprise?!”

 

I said and saw that the drive was closing the trunk, my luggage out on the pavement and I waved the driver goodbye as he drove off.

 

“That’s for me to know and you to find out!”

 

“OPPA!” I said, a bit annoyed by the teasing.

 

“Oh come on! You’ll love it. I promise!”

 

“Fine…” I said grumpily, tugging my massive luggage case behind me, through to the double glass doors of my boyfriend’s apartment.

 

“Well, I’m on the elevator now. See you soon!”

 

“Yeah…see you soon Jae! Saranghae!”

 

I was about to open my mouth to say another word when the phone line went dead.

 

“Hey…” I said to myself but then I smiled.

 

“That’s the Onew I know.”

 

Soon, in less that a minute, I had reached the sixth level.

 

I walked out of the elevator and turned right.

 

“610…608…606…604…” I turned my head to the right and said.

 

“603.”

 

I smiled and knocked on the door.

 

-NO RESPONSE.-

 

I knocked again and suddenly, the door began to creak open.

 

I looked at the door oddly.

 

“Oppa?”

 

-NO RESPONSE.-

 

“Onew oppa?”

-NO REPONSE-

 

I opened the door and walked into a dark hall way.

 

“Onew oppa? Where are you-“

 

Suddenly, candles were in front of me, millions and millions of different coloured candles, all shaped in hearts was in front of me.

 

Standing there, I was shocked and surprised at the same time.

 

Suddenly, I felt something in the heart smile and squinted my eyes to look at the glint more closely.

 

I gasped.

 

“A ring…a ring…”

 

All of a sudden, two hands was wrapped around my waste and I jumped.

 

“Noona nomu yeppo…”

 

A voice behind me began to sing and I began to smile.

 

When the singing ended I was led towards the heart even more.

 

A hand was suddenly there and out stretched it’s hand toward the heart to pick up the purple heart shaped ring.

 

“Ouch!”

 

I took a sharp intake of breath and pulled his hand towards mine, rubbing it.

 

“Are you okay? Did you get burnt?”

 

A voice answered my questions.

 

“I’m fine…I’m just a bit scared, that’s all.”

 

I looked up.

 

“Why are you scared?”

 

“I’m scared because of you.”

 

The voice replied, a smile playing on the person’s lips and his eyes mischievous.

 

“What did I do oppa? Why did I made you scared?!”

 

The person smiled.

 

“Because I’m scared of you…leaving me.”

 

I gasped.

 

“I’ll never leave you..I-“

 

“Sssshhhhh…”

 

Suddenly, I felt something cold slip onto my left hand, middle finger.

 

I looked down and gasped and then my head smacked up to see the boy in front of me that was smiling his bright smile.

 

The very smile that made me fall in love with him in the first place.

 

“Will you, Lee Jae Song, marry me?”

 

He asked.

 

I looked at the boy wide-eyed, thinking that his is a dream.

 

He laughed as if reading my thoughts.

 

“This isn’t a dream! I’m really asking you this!”

 

He said, his voice soft and alluring.

 

I stared into the eyes in front of me, waiting earnestly and patiently for an answer.

 

“Why me…out of all the girls you could choose from…why me?”

 

He smiled.

 

“That’s easy…because you’re Lee Jae Song.”

 

I looked at him.

 

“So will you marry me?”

 

Suddenly, tears was flowing down my cheek without me realising.

 

I quickly rubbed them off and nodded.

 

“Yes…yes…yes..”

 

He smiled and hugged me.

 

“I’m glad…I’m really glad…”

 

He said to my ear and I continued to cry, telling my self that if this was a dream, I don’t ever want to wake up.

 

“Saranghae Jae…”

 

I smiled.

 

“Saranghae...Onew oppa.”