Dear Eunhyuk,
I'm sorry but by the time you read this letter, I've left your side...your house. I wouldn't call it yours, so I will say I left our home. Over the years I have known you, I feel like I owe everything to you. You broke up with your girlfriend because of me. You looked after me because I was always weaker than everyone else. Now I am dying and you still give me your love. I can't take your love for granted, I have nothing to give back to you. My love doesn't last forever. I'm dying so I can't just care about myself and not you. I will pay you back everything I own you in this single way. Disappearing from your life. Never will you have to look after me ever again. You don't have anymore responsibility for me anymore. You're free, Hyukkie! Free from me, a sick person. One that will die soon. It look for me, you won't find me. Goodbye my lover. This is the end.
Love,
Donghae.


I know where he is. The park where we first met. I ran as quickly as possible and there he was. My angel sitting on the ground crying his heart out. I ran to him and hug him. He was shocked and try to push me away but I wouldnt let go ever again.

"Never leave me, angel."

"Let go!" he yelled and pushed me so hard. I fell. He took his bag and ran to a taxi. I ran after him.

"Donghae!"

...

That was it. He left my life. I'm all alone. I went back home and his ghost haunts me. I remember us sitting on the sofa, feeding fo