Aemin POV

"I'm not joking cause' I really love you, my dear. " 

Is this guy is on his right mind? Stop joking around Junnie! Because.. because if you keep doing this, I don't really know what will happened. 

I take a deep breath. I couldn't reply his message. My face are red and my hands are trembling. What should I do? I asked my friends about it and they told me if I really like him, I should accept his feelings. I could try to love him, who knows I will actually realize my own feeling once we're together. But then again, I am scared. I'm scared of getting hurt. I'm scared because he's not someone I know in real life. 
 

" You know what? C-can you please give me some time? Junnie , I do love you. I really do. But I couldn't understand what type is this feel that I am feeling now. "

I click send. 
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Junhong POV.

New wall post. Oh. Someone replied. Is - is it someone that I am hoping for? 

" You know what? C-can you please give me some time? Junnie , I do love you. I really do. But I couldn't understand what type is this feel that I am feeling now. " 

I let out a heavy sigh. I smile awkwardly. I took a final look on my phone and put it beside me. 

Okay Aemin, I'll give what you want. I'll give you time to think. 

End of POV.

Junhong stand up and walk to his hyungs to continue their practice. He put all his focus on practicing to forget what he felt after read Aemin's reply. He couldn't deny that the fact he felt broken. As if Aemin will left him, leaving him alone enduring the heartbreak.

Yongguk : Okay guys! We're done for today. Let's go home. 

Daehyun : Finally , I would like to get some bath. 

Junhong : What? Let's continue. I am not tired yet. 

Yongguk : No. We're done. Let's go. 

Junhong : Then, go. I still want to continue. 

Himchan : Hey maknae. You could faint if you keep going. Take some rest will ya? 
 

They force him to stop and take him to their dorm. Himchan eyeing Junhong whether he is holding his phone or not and it seem he did not touch his phone after their break. Himchan poke Youngjae and point at Junhong. Youngjae shrugs and sigh. At their dorm, they walk into their own room and just realize that something happen at Junghong. 

"Knock knock" 

JongUp : Zelo, you're there? Can I come in?

Junhong : Oh yea hyung. Come in. 

JongUp: Did something happen? 

Junhong: Nah. Not really. 

JongUp : You know, you should take some break. Maybe deactivate your account for a while could help. You see, I do care about you and our group. But if you keep doing this, it might affect our whole group Junhong - ah. It's not like I disagree about you having your SNS account and fall in love with a girl. That's all. /pat Zelo's back and walk out of the room 

Junghong : You're right hyung. Thanks. 

He open his setting and deactivate his account. 

Be safe and think wisely, Aemin. I too need time to prepare my heart. 

Meanwhile somewhere in Malaysia. 

Aemin is doing her homework while waiting for her friends to reply her message. After some time, she open her account and realize Junhong still not reply her message. She click Junhong's profile and it says that he's deactivate. 

What? But why? Is - is it because of me? Because I need time so he deactivate? He shouldn't do this! NO. Come back, Junnie. Please. Just please come back. I'm sorry. It's my fault. I need you. 
 

That night, Aemin couldn't fall asleep. She toss and her bed, feeling bad. She thought what if he wouldn't come back at all after this and she fell asleep unknowingly when. 
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Finally I'm back guys! :D 
Sorry for the WHOLE LONG WAITING MONTHS AND YEARS.

But yeah, I'm back. 
:DDD