4/27/2005

Dear Diary,

            Whoa, so sorry about the late entry diary! Life has been quite hard now; training has become more intense for me because the dance instructors are saying that I need to practice my dance more because I’m a bit behind everybody else so I’ve been staying after to improve. Due to staying after to practice more, my sleeping hours have been cut short by about 2 hours, so it’s a struggle to stay awake in school. Hopefully things will turn up for me soon because I have way too much stress on me now.

5/05/2005

Dear Diary,

            Hey there diary, kind of surprised that I wrote an entry sooner than I thought huh. Anyways, if you’re wondering why I’m writing a but sooner is because well I’m in class now normally I would get in trouble for writing during a teacher’s lecture but my teacher gave us a free period which great because it’s the last period of today so I can do any work that I need to do. Although, I am really tired now so I think I’ll use this class time to take a nap and do all work at home.

5/07/2005

Dear Diary,

            Yes, it’s Saturday!!! Thank GOD!!! Sorry diary, I’m just a bit stressed because my parents have been lecturing me about final exams that are coming up where they are telling me to do well. To be honest, why are they worrying so much, I have always done well on my final exams ever since I took them in elementary school!!! Okay, I need to calm down now, I mean, my parents care about me, that’s why they are yelling at me because they want me to do well when I get older but I hope they understand that I want to become a singer instead of a business CEO. Enough about my parents though because tomorrow is mother’s day so I need to focus on making my umma happy which I have planned tomorrow, so see you later diary.

5/08/2005

Dear Diary,

            Happy Mother’s Day~! It’s a beautiful Sunday morning right now and my umma is still sleeping in bed because my father us going to surprise by giving her a breakfast in bed while my sister and I are setting the whole day to be about her. Things will go great today but hopefully it doesn’t crash and burn at the end because I’m going to tell my parents that I want to be an idol when I’m done with high school. Wish me luck diary.

5/09/2005

Dear Diary,

            I’m not really in the mood to write today diary, sorry…..

“JONGHYUN”!

“Yes”?

“Get down from your room; we need to talk right now”!

“Okay umm and appa”.

I’ll tell you about it later diary, be back soon……

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The stress on Jonghyun is now building up due to school, training and now his parents are getting on his nerves. Don't worry though, Jonghyun will hit a few bumps in this story but things will look up for him in the end ^^