That night i couldnt forget, the way you smelled the way you taste the way you moved and the way you talk.

i dont know why i cant get you out of my mind

when i wake up in the morning your the first thing i remember and when i go to sleep you the last thing i think about.

i cant focused on anything, i cant do anythign right, why cant i stop thinking of you,

when you left me that morning i was hoping you would come back, i was hoping it wasnt just  one night stand , i

didnt want it to be, your different from the other girls, and did you know when i found that blood stain on the bed

 i was so happy., i was happy and honored that i was you first

i dont know what this feelings ment but its different i never felt like this before.

i wanted to call you so bad but i didnt have your number and i tried looking for you but your too hard to find

 i got out my phone checking if i have messages but saddly no

my phone started ringing

it was Bom i dont really feel like talking to her

one ring

two ring

three ring

and i finally answered

"Hello" i asnwered

i didnt hear an asnwer

"Hello Bom" i said again

"Ahh, Jaejoong-shii" i heard a small voice

that voice sound so familiar and it doesnt sound like Bom's voice

"What can i do for you Bom" asked

"This is not Bom"i heard the small voice said

i was silent for awhile i could feel my heart beating fast

"Its Dara, Bom's sister" i heard her say

a smile formed in my face i felt so happy

"Ah, Dara how are you" i asked trying not sound nervoused

"Ca..Can we talk" she asked

i felt nervouse when she said that i dont know why but it was mix emotions

"Arent we talking now" i said trying to make her laughed

it was silent i felt like i said something wrong

"mianhe, i didnt mean to, so what do you want to talk about" iasked her trying to break the ice

"I rather talk in person, i think it would be better" she said

i cant help but feel all giddy inside

"You miss me dont you" i asked her

"Ii" i heard her stutter

it made me feel like it was a puppy love again

"i miss you to you know" i blurted out

"lets meet at JY coffee shop at 5" i said quickly so that she couldnt say anything

"Hmm, thank you Jae" i heard he said

no thank you for making my day Dara

"See you soon" i said as i hanged up the phone

i called my secretary and told her to cancel my meeting with the Kwon

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i waited till 4:30 and i started heading to JY coffee shop, i was trying to drive slow, but i felt so excited that i end up driving faster

when i arrived ther i saw her sitting already she looked so beautiful even far away

i slowly walked inside and she gave me sweet smile when she saw me