That time, I fully understand his inner thought that he doesn’t want to cry in- front of a jerkass like me.

That time, I felt like I’m really a jerkass like he had always said I’m.

That time, Yesung can’t seem to win the battle with himself as tears slowly roll down his cheeks.

That time, Yesung bitted his mouth tighten by every second still seemed to try hard to win the battle.

That time, bloods were rolling down from the hollow spot side by side with his tears.

That time, I know I had created a hollow inside his heart that would still leave a scar when it heals.

That time. I just froze in- front of him as guilt eating myself up.

That time, I leave his house without a thought as he finally shouted with his fragile voice, “ Get out, I never want to see you again! “

That time, I leave his house, hurting my best-friend who had always been my side.

That time, it was the first time I ever saw him cried and spoke how he truly felt about me.

That time, for the first time, I cried my heart out.

From that time, his painful face always appear in- front of my face blaming me for what I had done for my own benefit.

From that time, that door was shut and seemed to forbidden me as I go approach it, wishing it would open up for me and the good old time disappeared.