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Yara's POV

Today is weekday i always love weekdays it brings me back to holidays and freedom but it also brings me back to those sorrow days.

 ussualy in this morning he'll be throwing rocks on my bedroom window asking me to go out and play at the park. That guy i always shared my days with. i reminisce my past my bittersweet past

 i wandered my way to the backyard to grab some early fresh morning air, when dad suddenly calling me to go to or dining table

as i got there  mom and dad already sat there and looking serious as ever, i was standing confusedly

"sit down" my father  ordered me

i sat down near my mother and still confused at what actually happened

"omma, appa? What happened?" i ask in confused

"there is something we should tell you."  my mom started as she hold my hand and rubbed it gentlely

i nodded waiting for her to continue

"so.. you know our family business has grown well these days and even better. Our magnification in america is even better than what we expected which means will be busier there/ and we are thinking of focusing on our business this whole month there"

I'm still digesting what my mom had said then suddenly my eyes grew wider

"Mwo? so you both of you will be staying in US for the whole month?"

both of my parent nodd in guilty

"we didn't mean to live you here alone it's just our business had grown really well and we can not miss this big oppurtunity i hope you understands us" my father explained to me. His face shows dissapointment and guilt

"but why both of you?"

"it's because we run this business together and your father might need help there"

"why can't i go with you?" i complained, with folding hands on my chest.

"you still got school remember? you cannot leave that behind arraso?"

WHY OH GOD WHY SCHOOL ALWAYS GOT IN MY WAY?!

annoyed much i Stand up from my chair and leave the dining room

"Yara comeback we haven't done talking" i heard my father yelled from there

"what? i know you're going to leave me here starving don't you? and when you come back i’ll be looking like a hobo," i pout as i walk away

" honey.. it's not like that.  we have prepared everything for it, Father and i will leave you at our friend's house you'll be living there for the month we had prepared everything they even have a son who's your age and i think you both already knew each other since he went to the same school as you"

 i rolled my eyes. "oh great. you even had plan to put me into someone else house that i don't even know yet, wow!" i said sarcastically, for a second i realize what my mom had said,

she said they have a son whose my age and goes to the same school as me, but well i don't know much people anyway in school especially when it comes to boys after him i don't even know if i could trust guys anymore

His name is sehun, Oh sehun. He's once my friend, My childhood friend, we used to be really close until one day he told me that we better stay away from each other cause he finally decide what he want to be and he'll think i'll be a burdensome to his dream to come true. and since that day i never see him anymore and since that day i never trust guys anymore it hurts to know the person you trust with all your heart and you love with all your heart did that to you, and as they said you can fix a broken mirror but you can still see the cracks.

"Mom.. you know my condition right?" i give her my look , my mom knows about what happened with me and sehun she even knew sehun well. But she didn’t hate him i mean it’s not like i want her to hate him either we’re young that time maybe he just can’t think straight.

But mistake is mistake it had  leave a scratch in my heart that can’t be erased easily.

My mom even concern about how it’s hard for me to deal with boys and how i don’t really have friends in school she had tried planty times bringing me to psychologist but i’m still the same, anti social girl but living with no friend around is not really a problem for me.

Although actually i still have this one friend of mine her name is Minah we met in the freshman year. at first i don’t really consider her as my best friend but as time pass by and she helped me a lot surviving high school i finally realize Minah is the kind of friend you have through out every hard time and since then she’s always will be my best friend.

“Honey.. I’m sorry i didn’t mean to do that it’s just coincidencly their child is a boy and beside i think it’s about time you move on and be open to boys. you’re going to marry soon anyway right?” she giggled trying to comfort me

 She spread her arm and gestured me to come closer “come on give me a hug” she hugged me tightly before whispering in my ears “so you want to live there right?”

“Omma!!” i push her away from the hug and run to my bedroom not forget the footstomping at the staircase.

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So here i am agreeing on living at someone else’s house for the rest of the month  living life as what it meant to be.

“Okay you got everything right? So here’s the house key if you need anything else here just stop by, but don’t forget you have to lock the door” my mom remind me once again

“Honey, Yara let’s go will be late for our plane” my father yelled from the car making me and my mom rush to the front door.

We both hopped into the car and not long the car move, drove away from our house

“Mom, dad i  have a question.. why do i have to live at your friend’s house? Why not leave me alone here?”

“honey it’s not safe leaving a girl alone at a house for the whole month you’re still 18”

I rolled my eyes in disbelief  “Ya.. i will work soon and going to have place of my own anyway it’s not like i’m going to live with you guys forever”

“well could you just go with what we say promise us we have our reasons” my mom was now monitoring me through her co