"jiyongie!" "jiyong oppa!!" they cried in the same time and bring me back to the present, o___o "y...yes" i jogged up to them and walk behind the both of them , i didn't know which side to walk , really i have no idea about this!! i am going crazy !!!

 

 

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2 weeks later~

 

Chaerin’s POV 

 

From : jiyong oppa

 

Chaerin-ah , baby-ah , you two alright? Do not skip lunch

 

, after i read it i instantly heading to the kitchen , i forget to eat lunch , jiyong oppa........ after he came with me to the doctor he seems always worried about us , it’s strange huh , since when he would care ? and i would care? With times all the awkwardness between us had easing and fading away , 

 

“chaeriiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnn” oh it’s seunghyun oppa , i smile to hear his voice he jogg up to me and hug me ,

“oppa , wanna lunch with me?” he nodded and pinch my chubby cheek , he pulled out the chair for me and led me to sit there , he sat in front of me 

“chae , i bring something that would makes you extremely happy , guess it!”

“kkumaaaaa” i cheering happily , he bit his lower lips and shake his head 

“no? Um i give up” i take a sip of my milk and gulped it 

“you got fashion schoolarship in .......... ummm france of course!” he beamed a smile and caressing my cheek , i froze , IT’S ING AWESOME! I WANT IT NO MATTER WHAT!!

 

“oppa........................” as my eyes got teary i act to respond it nonchanantly 

“hufffff  i don’t think you love it” he taking a deep breath 

“SO FCKN LOVE IT OMG THANKS!!!!!!” i close my eyes, knife on the right hand and fork on left, holding my happiness or else i would jump up and down with my big tummy 

“OMG hahaha you’re so cute! But how?” he look at my tummy , i totally forgot about the baby .....................

 

“well oppa i think ..... ah i don’t know how!”i smack the dining table with the knife and fork on my hand

“maybe just maybe you can leave when your baby is ready without his mother” he frowning at his own idea, but i think it’s not bad

“when he didn’t need me to -feed him , my mom and maybe jiyong oppa willing to help” am i too much?

“right!” he smile while pulling the fork out of his mouth , but i never been this confused i loved to chase after my BIG dream but this baby .......... i love him too , should i stop my delusion of being a great fashion designer and being a great mother instead? But it’s my BIG dream , i take a glance at seunghyun oppa who was busy with his lunch , i keep on thinking this confused stuff on my head 

 

 

“should i brought her lunch?” i ask youngbae , one of my friend at work 

“yap! Ask her first” he reply nonchanantly 

“ah no~ she wouldn’t miss a lunch with no seunghyun hyung , ah let’s go to lunch!” i smack his back and pulling his lazy- 

 

“jiyong,i got a good news for you” youngbae’s eyes grow bigger , he was focusing on the screen in front of him 

“what’s that?” 

 

“i would like if G-Dragon work on the lyrics on my upcoming album , i will ask him personaly , like really........... yeah he was so briliant”  what?

 

“what are you talking about youngbae-ah! Kajjaaa eat!!”

“no no no! Ji!!! It’s pharrell !!!!!!! You must ing accept it!!!!!” youngbae jump out of his lazy-seat and hug me ,

LIKE SERIOUSLY?! HE WANT ME TO WRITING LYRICS FOR HIM ?IT”S MY FCKN BIG DREAM IN LIFE!!!!! I WOULDN’T MISS IT FOR SURE!!!” he jump up and down with his wide smile and shouting endlessly on his so called studio 

“hey hey hey look over you upcoming baby and your wifey jiyongieee and don’t forget about the girl’s world tour , i don’t think you can’t skip it all” youngbae stop him from squealing crazily and so sudden he sat on the couch limply as his eyes closed 

“bae..............................................”

“ooooppss sorry” he beamed a smile and giggling to annoy him 

“the baby will surely needs me , chaerin too and the girls too” youngbae just nodded in his spot hearing the sluggish sound of his bestfriend 

“ah bae! Maybe chaerin didn’t mind if i catch after my dream and help me , she will surely taking care of the baby , right? Maybe..........................

 

 

 

 Jiyong woke in the morning to the sound of annoying alarm from his phone , he slipped out of his bed and startled when he see a blonde haired woman’s hair on his bed laying soundlessly with peacefull face, her arm on her big tummy , he smile on the sight of her peacefull face and got up , wanted to throw his phone away to stop it from ringing but he was too late , the wifey of his was already open her eyes tenderly , release a small husky voice that make him realize she was on the edge of ‘awaken’ session , she yawning in the 1st second and then close her eyes when it meet jiyong’s , he frowning and give her questioning look , “what” she chirped out still with her just-awaken voice , it made him smile vaguely ,

“i wonder how you ended up sleep here” 

“last night was too lonesome” she smile again and rubbed her eyes gently , knowing the fact that she was in the good mood , he try to tell her about ‘catching after his dream’ thingy to her , he really wish she’d understand with it , he walk to the edge of the bed and sat there , their gaze meet , feeling uncomfortable the both of them looked away rapidly like a thunderbolt speed , “that’s something i want to talk to” they both said in unison make them completely in puzzlement , instead of pulled the “YOU FIRST” game , they just stay still on their own spot , sighing 

“nothing” they both said in unison again , and their confused face cracked up onto a chuckle as chaerin her arm and whispering “got a trouble to gettin’ up” and swayed her hands in the air make jiyong laugh for her another side , 

“your vitamins swallowed already?” he raised an eyebrow and she nodded in no time when jiyong was pulling her up of the bed

“good” he gushed and walk away 

 

“i’ll go to make toast and scrambled egg and i’ll fry some nuggets ........” he let his voice trail off before he can hear her prostest “i attend cooking class for toast and scrambled egg already ...... don’t be too panic” he said before she could mouthed her prostest

“and just wait here” he finished with a dancing right-and-left-of-point-finger for her, signing she won’t be able to help him or even work on anything , he told her just to wait on his bed , and this is really his bedroom , not their / hers they used to share when it comes to ‘pretending time’ 

 

“damn the words get trapped and i can’t even say a word to utter it to her!!”

 

“oh gossshhhh how can i said this to him”

 

“i need to call yongbae to cancel the offering , i can’t do that , i must take the responsibily of being daddy soon”  jiyong told himself and his deepest heart to let go of his one of BIG dream in life , he had to given it up for another precious thing , he keep on telling himself that it’s alright to give up now and believe there’s something more GREAT waiiting for him , it’ll always be another chance 

 

“no i can’t leave my baby no i need to tell seunghyun oppa , i need to tell him that i wouldn’t run after my delusion of being the greatest fashion designer , i will release it from my mind and just focused of being mother from now onwards” she let out a heavy sigh as she collapse to the bed , close her eyes and thinking hard why that her heart was beating so fast from last night , that’s why she decide to wreck her nerves and coming to his room and just being oblivious sleeping beside him without his awareness , she just realize it now , why would she walking in the middle of the night and reach jiyong’s room instead of sneaking to the kitchen and eat strawberries like she always do , she was confused , all of sudden her feeling didn’t seems right but it fading away when she start to smell a tasty food from downstairs , there’s anxiety on her eyes , worried that jiyong might get to burn the kitchen she loved but she just can’t get up and pulling herself from the bed , it was so horrible! She hates this , she hate to having trouble when she tries to get up from bed or just sitting on the couch after watching tv or reading , she wise up why jiyong told her not to go anywhere and wait in the bed , she completely trapped and had to wait untill the breakfast’s coming but instead of the foods she had been expected it’s just jiyong himself coming up with the big smile on his face 

“i know what would you say” chaerin beamed a smile and her hands signaling that she needs help from getting out of the bed  “told me then” he grinning and pull her up lead her walking by holding her arm and shoulder gently 

“i don’t know what will you said exactly but i think you will overpraise to yourself telling me that you can make a ‘fine’ toast and scrambled egg and nugget, am i right mr kwon jiyong ?” she smile , holding on his arm while walking down the stairs 

He just laughing along with it without even he tell her it’s right or not she can know by the smell of the ‘fine’ foods and the looks on jiyong’s face , it’s so bright today , everything was great!

 

“yummm yummmm it’s so delicious didn’t it?” he keep munching his food and close his eyes to feeling every inch of the foods he munch , she didn’t even cutting off the toast because she was busy observing his weird deed which just comes up today , so weird , jiyong blink twice as his eyes noticed that chaerin was busy observing him with her funny expression of him , he know she was endure a laugh “PUAHAHAHAHAHA” she just can’t hold it any longer and burst in a big laugh as his expression become so y and pouting 

“what’s so funny , i’m just so happy i can make a toast and scrambled egg without a help from anyone , you must be proud of me not disdain me like this” he looking down and pretending like he was in a deep depression 

“calm down it’s not like i disdain you or anything but your face was just too funny to not to laugh you know....” she can’t stop from laughing untill she feel something bothering her , she winced and close her eyes , bitting her lips , jiyong who just notice run toward her and ask her what happen 

“no i’m now fine “ she smile again and push him away “let’s eat” she said as he sat on his chair eating , 

*drtttttttttdrtttt* 

Chaerin picking up her phone and smile once she saw the caller’s name , she press the green button and began to chattering while jiyong still busy glamorizing his handmade like a little kid , 

 

“just come here oppa , i don’t think i can go there to bring you some meal , jiyong oppa make scrambled egg and toast”

“yes of course it’s fine hahaha but mine is the best” with that jiyong looking at her full of hatred she sticking out her tongue to mock jiyong but it hasn’t make jiyong pissed off  , he take his phone and luckily bom was calling him , he smile and pick it up and start doing conversation with bom , in the other dside of the table there’s chaerin busy talking on the phone with seunghyun in the other line , and the other side of the table there is jiyong busy chattering with bom , they’re busy with their own . jiyong intended to tell bom about the news yongbae gave to him and his canceling plan and so does chaerin want to tell seunghyun that she will not going anywhere

 

“i need to tell you something!!!” both of them said in unison , chaerin turn her direction at jiyong , glaring , jiyong on the other side also turning on chaerin , with glare , their eyes meet and glaring at each other , they cut it off and nue to talk with each others caller 

 

“listen” once again , they said in unison make them glaring at each other but they just let it go 

 

“bom””sunghyun oppa” they both look at each other , covering their phone with their palm and shooting a glare to each other 

“jiyong oppa!!”

“chaerin!!” 

Chaerin sighed and chirped out

“jiyong oppa now moving out, please” she smile to him , still covering her phone 

“no chaerin, you , moving out” she also gave her the calmest smile she ever experience but it doesn’t let her down 

“gezzz i’m having trouble with getting up so i think you’re the one who should moving out to the other room” she rolled her eyes in disguise so does he , but then he stormed out of the dining room and headed to the backyard 

 

“seunghyun oppa , sorry i’m taking so long hehehe there’s something i should bear with”

“that’s fine chaerin , let’s cut it off now and i will fetch you up , see you” 

“oh okay then oppa , see you” she hung up and take a sip of her milk 

 

“jiyong oppppppaaaaaaaa let’s eaaaaattt agaiiiin” she screamed out , she didn’t notice that he was walking in the doorframe heading toward her 

“i’m here” he said then sat in front of her 

“well our couple hung up at the same time hahaha”

“that’s good , here , eat it!! this is art of cook!!” he feed her a spoonfull of scrambled egg 

 

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“that’s fine chaerin ,let’s cut it of now and i will fetch you up, see you” 

 

“jiyong i brought you nothing haha sorry”

“i go there with taxi, okay see youu” she hung up and turn her head to sunghyun who was staring at her 

 

“what?” she ask in annoyance 

“with taxi? Oh i guess the handsome guy like me has to be a taxi driver oh great” he forced a laugh

“what do you think they will doing if they figure out i’m with you?”  he stop laughing and shruged 

“that’s always my car that broken when i meet you hahahah pabo!” bom pouting like kids

“i know right , that car of yours is old !!”

“no it is not , it’s my birthday gift from my father” she shook her head right and left 

“oh yeah , how’s your father doin’ ? is he doing alright? I didn’t see him when i save you from that bastards , he must gave his own son a lesson from not harming you and your mother’s life” she looked away on the empty road through the window and breathing heavily , try her best not to cry , she always hate it if someone mention her bad side of her life , not wanting to answer she just keep silent and pretending humming a random songs 

 

 “helooo bom” he sway his hand on front of her face but she didn’t budge to move or look at him , knowing her so well , he didn’t try to doing anything because he know she will not even hear a gorilas shouting near her ears , he sigh and keep focusing on the road , long silent and another heavy sigh 

 

“he passed away , one month after you and me seperated” she is the one who wiped away the silence , she can’t stand it any longer 

 

“s....sorry” he stop the car and look at her eyes,