I really at dancing I admit that...every time I see the other members of BIGBANG dance so-well it just....makes me feel like a real Pabo for not being able to catch up with them. Ever since I was a trainee I've always been criticized for my dancing. I mean in my head the instructions seem so clear but when I have to actually do it my body just can't seem to do the same.

My fans seem to find it 'adorable' that I cant't dance...their support for me is what keeps me motivated to do better. I want to improve myself...I need to improve myself!  For them and...ofcourse for my girlfriend...

.... Park Bom.

Tomorrow would be the shooting for BIGBANG's  MV: "Bad Boy" ...and as usual dancing..my achille's heel...would be part of the shoot. Noona said she'd be there to watch...We were incredibly fortunate that Noona tagging along didn't leak to the press. She was staying at the same hotel as me and the other members...her room was only a few rooms away from mine. Which only meant and endless list of possibilities  of how we could spend quality time together. Tonight though wasn't the right time for mischief...I had to concentrate for tommorow.

I head for the liqour cabinet and fetch myself some Dom...

Perhaps a glass could help relieve me of my nerves...yeah... one glass wouldn't hurt right?