Haeri was sitting on her bed while holding α piece of paper on her hand, thinking hard.

 

Knock... Knock...
 

"Onie... May I come in?" Asked Hyeso from the outside of Haeri's door.

"Ne." Haeri replied. The door opened widely and Hyeso came toward Haeri.

"Have you eaten dinner, onie? I bought you some sushi..." Hyeso said smiling.

"Ne? Oh, ne. Gomawo. I'll have it later." Said Haeri weakly. Hyeso frowned.

"Onie, wae gureyo?" She asked. Haeri sighed and looked at her dongsaeng. "Here." She gave Hyeso the note she held before.

"Ige boeyo? Α note from Luhan again?"

Haeri nodded and sighed again.

"But why did you look so sad? You used to feel happy if you had gotten the replied from that guy. What now?"

"Read it." Haeri asked Hyeso. Hyeso frowned and looked confused but she read it instead.


Dear H,

Thanks for saying my poem is good. Girlfriend? I had no one. I'm single. You might be misunderstood that, actually it's my wish for my future girlfriend. I wish that I could have one someday.

You know what, actually I felt glad having α convers like this with you but my friend suggested that I should ask you to meet at some place. And I guessed he's right. I want to see you and I want to know more about you, may I? Because it's not fair that you knew my name already but you just gave me your initial name. Don't you feel that you're too cruel to me? :(

Mianhae, I hope you got what I mean. I didn't mean any harm thing, really. I just scared that what if someday someone else that not both of us borrowed this book and read our notes? I don't want anyone else knowing about our secret, did you think the same? Let's meet author'nim.

- Luhan -


"And the problem is?" Hyeso asked. "What makes you look gloomy, onie? He asked you to meet, you should feel happy, right?"

- Haeri Pov -

"I'm happy, Hyeso'ya... I'm happy knowing he asked me to meet somewhere... But..."

"But what onie?"

"Hyeso'ya, did you forget about my own problem? If I was α normal girl I would say yes to him and tell him about my feeling but I'm not Hyeso'ya..."

Hyeso was surprised hearing my reason. She sighed and turned her gaze to another direction.

"I'm paralyzed. He would feel upset if he knew that he had α conversation with α disabled girl who cannot walk like every normal girl does."

Right. From α car accident I've got few years ago my legs got paralyz