A/N: Well long time no update eh? Well this chap focuses on Taemin 8D in his POV... So enjoy!

I don't know about this... I'm having a strange feeling when I hangout around Jonghyun. I mean, it's not a bad thing but it bothers me somehow...

Just a few days ago he patted me leaving me feeling strange inside. My heart was beating fast and my face were red! (According to Key.)

It felt awkward trying to ask people about what is it that I'm feeling. Seriously, every time I try go ask I end up saying things like "never mind" or "nothing."

I decided to take a walk outside to walk my stress off. I took my headphones and hanged it on my neck, leaving the music still playing. Suddenly, Mirotic by  TVXQ was playing.

The way Jaejoong-oppa and Yunho-oppa is really amazing. Without noticing I started to sing along to the lyrics. I was not familiar with the lyrics so it started to sound like mumbling.

Finally, Mirotic was over. I was feeling quite hot from the song for some reason. Is it because of Jaejoong-oppa's voice? I started to imagine him taking his shirt off, showing me his well developed body.

What the heck! That was wrong! I'm not suppose to think like that! Especially Jaejoong is a man! A man I say! I shook my head in dismay then I sighed after I calmed down.

"Oi!" I felt my shoulders being slapped. I turned my head over to see who it was. It was Onew. He seemed happy, I guess he just had chicken eh?

"Onew!" I cried smiling at him. Then after a while I couldn't help but to sigh.

"What's wrong Taemin?" he asked in a concerned tone.

"It's nothing... It's just," I started to fidget. I stuttered and scrambled my words. Finally it came out of my mouth. "I had a daydream where Jaejoong-oppa took his shirt off and I saw his body!"

I covered my mouth as soon as the words came out. What was I thinking? What would Jonghyun think of me? What would the others think of me? Oh no! I'm screwed!

But what got me angry was Onew's reaction.

"Ahahaha!" he laughed loudly holding on  to his stomach as if he was about to explode.

Later he sat straight and held my shoulders. "It's okay Taemin. Jaejoong loos like a girl anyways," Onew chuckled.

That's it. I was angry! I jumped up, glared at Onew then stormed.

Never was I this humiliated ever in my life! I jumped onto my bed, embraced my pillow tightly and burrows my face into the soft surface.

I heard my phone vibrate on my desk. I grabbed it and stared at the screen. It was a message from Onew saying that he's sorry.

I guess I can't blame him. I was blinded by frustration and confusion... I couldn't help not to smile at the message.

Next to Jonghyun, Onew was nicest to me. Maybe the whole Mirotic thing isn't as bothersome as it first was. But one thing that I'm still bothered by is how my body is acting when I'm around Jonghyun...

We have known each other for all our lives but nowadays it just don't feel right. When I see him talking with a girl I get jealous for no reason. Maybe I was just over controlling? Then in the change room I start to feel hot when I see Jonghyun change...

I think I'm having a fever or maybe I'm sick. I have been feeling light headed lately and sometimes I want to faint.

For my sake, I went downstairs and measured my temperature. It was a low fever. Just as I suspected, the fever had messed up my nerve system and made me go bizarre.

I'm sure everything will be fine when I'm fully recovered...