"You are a bad man !"  

"You are so selfish ~" 

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"You have hurt me......"

Those are the words and semtences Kyuhyun has always been afraid of. He didn't like those, and just couldnt' hear it from someone without feeling very bad and starting to cry. 

He could bear it somehow over the times. He was building a defence wall over the years until someone came and broke it in one go. Not intentionally, no. At lease, Kyuhyun believes that ... But it's all his own fault, because of these features he had denied all his life....

Kyuhyun experiences different thoughts and opinions... He is just confused, keeps blaming himself and Him, not deciding who is really at fault, But when he does, his life just get worse and worse ....