Stupidity.
What is Love?BG: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXJcvvXVdQE
[A/N: wait for the signal for you to play the BG]
characters: Chanyeol (MAIN), Kris and you
-CHANYEOL'S POV-
The smell of the air became sweeter and sweeter as the walked towards my direction.
At long last, this day has come.
That beautiful girl I love is finally walking on the red aisle.
She wore the shoes she bought with me.
She's holding a bundle of white roses which was originally my idea.
And that necklace.. Her mom gave it to her.
I'M NERVOUS.
I'm nervous to the point that the people, her family and friends
who were crying tears of joy, became blurry.
All I can see is that imperfect woman
who made my life PERFECT.
She came closer and closer and closer.
I feel like my heart is going to burst because of happiness.
She smiled at me.
I smiled back.
She tapped her chest.
A sign that she's nervous.
I mouthed her "Kwenchana (it's okay)"
then I flashed her an assuring smile.
She sighed. A sign of relief.
And then here she is.
Right before my eyes.
She's sparkling.
She is BEAUTY.
[A/N: play BG]
The moment has finally come.
The time when I will be her other half.
But as she walked..
She only PASSED by me. She only passed by me. SHE ONLY PASSED BY ME...
I realized.. I'm not the ONE.
We are not meant for each other because I'm just merely her BESTFRIEND.
I'm someone who accompanied her to the dress shop for her to fit her wedding dress,
someone who always annoy her by checking on her every minute of everyday,
someone who calls just to wake her up every morning,
someone who loved her in silence because in silence nobody owns her but me.
This truth struck my heart with lightning, causing it to break into pieces.
I realized.. but I'm already too late.
Today is her wedding day..
Her wedding day with someone I know..
Her wedding day with my bestfriend, Kris.
It hurts..
It's like I want to cry and runaway
but I can't..
I just can't..
I need to be strong and smile because her nervousness goes away if she sees me smiling.
I need to support them.
I.. I..
I remember when we were teenagers.
I used to wait for her to come out of her house and she used to walk with me to school.
Those moments were precious.
Those were when we exchange little talks and knew more about each other.
I remember our graduation day..
She cried like a baby.
She thought that we will not see each other again.
But what I did was to surprise her.
I took the same course as hers.
I didn't care at all.
All that matters is us being together because that's when I'm the happiest.
I remember her shocked face when she saw me at the first day of school.
In fact, she cried.
Too much happiness, it was.
I remember August 26, 2007.
She called me because she can't sleep because of the horror movie we watched.
I was too tired that day.
But I wanted her to sleep because she had exams the next day.
So what I did was to sing her a song.
I'm not good at singing but I tried.
I sang for a couple of hours and waited for her to fell asleep.
I remember 2008, Christmas.
I was sulking that time.
She did not prepare any gift for me.
But that was what I thought.
She brought me to a rooftop in our neighborhood.
And on that chilly Christmas night, she held my hand.
And danced with me on the moonlight.
That was very sweet of her. I still can't forget that moment.
And then 2010 came..
One of my bestfriends came home from the States.
She met him,
He met her.
That was the beginning of their love story
where I became the stupid cupid.
And now, I'm facing the consequences of being a coward.
If I only I confessed to her what I really felt..
Maybe she felt the same towards me.
Now I'm too late.
I'm just a part of her life, her bestfriend and her groom's best man.
STUPID.
I became the smiling stupid.
It's true. The person with more smiles has more heartaches.
-END-
Sometimes love makes do crazy stuff, foolish things and stupid moves but remember that they're what makes your relationship more exciting and fun. Being stupid is part of the journey but too much stupidity can lead to dumbness and numbness. And when that happens, you'll enter the "LETTING GO" stage. Avoid that.
A/N: How was it? :) please leave your comments below. kamsahamnida! *bows*
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