I walked out the door of my school and suddenly, I started to cry. No one was here to see me right? So I cried like there was no tomrrow.

Eventually, I reached the park outside of the school but a little far away, and I collapsed onto a bench while still crying.

Why was it so hard to love someone? Wait..... I dont love Sungyeoul do I?

The thought of him made me cry even more.

I guess I cried for a good hour or so.

But I still felt like I could cry more and my heart ached.

I just let out a deep breath, or rather a huge sigh, and I got up. It was time I went home.

SO I started to walk out of the park when I saw Yoona and ..... Sungyeoul.

Why right now?

I just quickly walked away and soon arrived at my house. When I reached the gate, I saw none other then Hoya standing there. He looked so tired......

I quickly practiced a forceful smile and went up to him.

"Hey! What are you doing here?"

Hoya looked at me and sighed.

"Did you forget about our date and dance today?"

I gasped. Crap! I forgot all about it thanks to me thinking about Sungyeoul.

"Hoya I am so sorry!"

He just let out another sigh. How could I forget about a date and dance with my..... boyfriend?

I quickly hugged Hoya to make him not mad anymore.

He just looked away and I knew he was smiling.

"Hoya~ Im reeeaaaaally srry! Lets go on a date right now!" He looked at me.

"Right now?" I eaerly nodded.

"Alright...... then lets go!"

"YAYAYAYAY!" I jumped up and down while clapping like a kid. Corny right? NOrmally, I dont do this, but I hurt Hoya so he deserves it I guess.

He laughed and took my hand. Thats when I froze.

Hoya looked back at me and looked directly into my eyes.

"Min? What's..... wrong?"  I stopped dazing out.

"Huh? Oh I was just thinking what shoe will go well with my dress....."

Sike. I already knew what shoe, dress, hairstyle, and even accersories I would be wearing for the party/dance.

Yet why did I freeze?

Because when Hoya held onto my hand, I felt my heart saty still. It was still at its regular rate.

My heart wasnt thumping like crazy nor was I nervous.

To add to that, when he looked directly into my eye, I just looked straight back at him without being nervous or blushing.

Did I really like him?

Sure he was a great friend, a nice boyfriend, handsome, tall, smart, and all these things, but how come my heart didnt bump when I looked into him?

Should I still go out with him?

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HI! So sorry its short, but better than nothing right? And the picture above looked like Hoya was frustrated and he looks so cute! >u<  thanks for reading!!