"I'm sorry...I'm so sorry" was all that Cha Baro could say, repeating the words like a mantra inside his head. He was shaking, His right arm was hurting from what could be possible heavy bruising later on but right now he didn’t care, all that was in his mind was the person inside the surgery room that was right in front of him, fighting for his life because of his stupid fault. He didn’t want this to happen, he just wanted to impress him, tell him that he passed his driver’s license and he was someday going to get a car for them to ride on their own. He never expected the car to go out of control, to swerve so suddenly that they turned and spun out of control. He didn’t want the car to hit a ing tree right on the side…where Sandeul was sitting.

 

He choked as the tears finally escaped and made their way down his cheeks. Why did it have to be Sandeul inside that room? It was supposed to be him…he was the one who persuaded his lover to take the care out, because he was eager to show him he could drive now. Sandeul was laughing, telling him he was such a child but agreeing to his request. He even told him that it was going to be their secret and his parents shouldn’t know…he was supposed to be the one fighting for his life.