A/N: Helloo, before you read chapter one, i want to make it clear that i don't hate Shin Se Kyung.. ^-^ Jonghyun likes her, and i really respect that..

anyway hope you enjoy this chapter!!!! ^-^

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Key’s POV

I stretched as I sat down on the couch beside Jonghyun. I glanced at the clock to see that it’s already 4:30pm. Me and Jonghyun don’t have any schedules today except for our guesting on ‘Star Golden Bell’ this morning which will be broadcasted next week.. So after that we decided to rest and go home while the other members went to their own schedules..

I looked at him and noticed that he’s wearing a serious expression.. He’s not even looking on the television, instead his eyes were focused on the floor, as if he’s thinking of something.. I hesitated to ask him what’s wrong and just continued on looking at him, admiring his facial features..

He suddenly turned his head towards me, and caught me staring at him.. I immediately shifted my gaze at him and pretended to focus on the movie playing, even though it’s too late.. I felt my cheeks flushed and my heart skipped a bit, when I heard him smirked.

“My yeobo is staring at me, am I that handsome?” he said with a smile plastered on his face

Being a diva, I rolled my eyes, and scoffed

“Are you saying I’m not handsome? That hurts.. Right here” he said pouting as he pointed at his chest where his heart is..

I looked at him meeting his eyes “You know many people already told you you’re good looking right?”

He shook his head “I want to hear it from you” he showed me his puppy-dog eyes that he knows I can’t resist..

I paused and swallowed not knowing what to say..

“I can’t”

“Why not?.. Maybe because you don’t know how to describe how handsome I ‘am?” he asked hopefully..

“Yeah.. You’re too handsome” I replied with a smile ‘just perfect

“Aww, you made my day yeobo!”

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After a while the movie ended and i checked the time again.. It’s already 6:30pm, the memebers will be back by 8:00pm..I glanced back at him and he’s back with his serious expression.. This time I didn’t hesitate to ask him what’s wrong

“Umm.. Jjong, are you alright?” I asked concerned

“Uh..” he suddenly snapped out of his thoughts “Y-yeah” he stammered

“Are you sure? It looks like something is bothering you”

There was a pause.. He suddenly faced me and held one of my hands

“Kibumiiiee~ you’re my best friend right?” I nodded “I can trust you right?” I nodded again, confused on why he’s asking me this kind of things “Then.. Can I ask you a favor?” he asked as he held my right hand tightly.

 I furrowed my eyebrows “What is it?”

He paused again before answering “Can you, help me court this girl”…..

‘Eh? Did I hear it right?’

I froze as Jonghyun’s words repeated in my head.. The atmosphere around me suddenly changed, just a while ago, we were having fun talking.. But now my other hand went limp, I tried to prevent my tears from falling.. I don’t want to cry, especially in front of him.. He just asked me to help him court someone else.. He could have ask for anything but why does it have to be that..

“Please, kibumiiee, I really like her” I felt my heart drop when I heard that.. I stood up, and went to the kitchen to drink water.. I can’t let this tears flow so I gulped the water all the way down.. He stood up from the couch as well and followed me in the kitchen..

‘Gather Yourself Key’I thought to myself..

“Key, are you alright?” he asked, he was facing my back so I turned around and forced a weak smile

“Ne.. Just…. Nothing”

“O..k.? So? Are you going to help me?” he asked again showing me his puppy dog eyes for the second time today “Pleeeaassee Keeeyy.. You said you’re my best friend right..”

‘Right, I’m his best friend. Just that. Nothing else.’

“Please, please, pleeeaasssee” he continued on pleading

Every ‘please’ he’s saying, makes my heart ache even more.. I don’t want to agree, but I also don’t want to disagree.. I clutched the back pocket of my jogging pants as I thought of his face if I say ‘no’.. I can’t afford to see him disappointed, I don’t want that.. I know I have to agree, that’s how much I love him.. I felt myself nod..

“Really Kibumie?” he asked smiling widely at me

‘I don’t want that smile to disappear’

I nodded a small nod again

“Aww.. Thank you so much Kibumie, I know I can count on you” he said as he hugged me

I hugged him back feeling the warmth radiating from his body.. He let go still smiling at me..

Wait, who’s the girl anyway? I decided to ask him even though, I’m not sure if I’m ready to hear his answer..

“Umm.. Jjong?” I tried to sound as casual as possible

“Ne?”

“May I know, who’s the girl” I asked reluctantly.. I could feel the pounding of my heart as I waited for his answer

“Oh.. Shin Se Kyung” I stood there dumbfounded

That’s it.. Everything around me stopped at that moment..

‘Shin Se Kyung.. Shin Se Kyung.. Shin Se Kyung.. Shin Se Kyung”

Dazed and Hurt, I hastily ran to our shared bedroom.. I closed and locked it.. I slid down the door, as I broke into tears, although I tried my best not to be heard, soft sobs escaped my lips. Tears streaming down my face, I carelessly wiped them with the back of my hand.. But what’s the use anyway, even though I continuously wipe them away, it won’t stop.. Just let it fall..I crawled to the side of my bed and rested my head on the edge, while my body trembles..

Shin Se Kyung. The girl he wants to date is her.. The one whom he mentioned in a lot of variety shows as his ideal girl.. I thought he's just saying it, but it turns out true.. Jonghyun likes her.. I suddenly felt tired.. I felt like my whole body is paralyzed.. Tears still running down my face, I hugged my knees and tried to calm myself down

“Kibumiiee?” Jonghyun called out as he knocked on the door.. I didn’t answer, if I answer, he would know I’m crying “Key are you alright?” he asked through the other side of the door

I controlled my sobs.. I’m not alright.. but I have to be..

“Do you feel sick? Are you sleeping?” I can hear the concern in his voice.. The knocking stopped..

I sighed. My eyes still wet with tears, I shut them closed..

‘ I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts’

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A/N: hi again, what do you think about this chapter?.. lol.. i'm not really used to writing things like this, so i know i ! =)) but i'll try my best to make it better.. ^-^

and i didn't re-read this chapter, so sorry for the typos! =) lolol..

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RANDOM AUTHOR'S NOTE!

~ There are a lot of k-pop idols who'll be celebrating their birthday this April..

April 3 - Park Jung Min of SS501 (he's one of my biases in SS501) =))

April 4 - Eunhyuk of Super Junior

April 8 - our bling bling Jonhyun's Birthday!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 

April 15 - Sunny of SNSD

April 18 - Jessica of SNSD

April 19 - Zhou Mi of Super Junior

April 25 - Jay Park and 

Eunisu / sarangsaranghae (my bestfriend/ommoni/unnie) lolol.. happy birthday! <3

April 27 - Fei of Miss A

April 30 - Wooyoung of 2PM

SAENGIL CHUKHA HAMNIDA!!! AND ALSO TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE OUT THERE BORN IN APRIL! ^-^

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