I'm trying¡
Words that are hard to saySince that 'fight' Dara hasn't talk to me or anyone, she just comes to school, eat lunch, sleep, and go.
I have tried a lot for making her look at me or say hello at least.
My first try was not that successfully, I followed her to the bathroom at the recess, but when I entered at the bathroom I saw some smoke coming from a bathroom, when the door opened Dara came out with a cigarette on hand, when she saw me she rolled her eyes and she threw the cigarette back with arrogance, she tried to leave the bathroom but I held her wrist, she stopped to look at me and I gave her a sorry look but when she noticed the other girls were looking at us she pushed her hand away and she leave the bathroom. I grasped and the other girls laughed and they continued chatting between them
"I hope she dies of cancer" one of them said. I gave her a killer look and I leaved the bathroom
The second try was better somehow but still unsuccessfully. We were at out free hour and I saw her alone at the end of the hallway looking at the window with a sad look, I smiled and before going with her I bough a soda for her, I walked with a sweet smile on my lips but she didn't even turned to face me, so I decided to say hello first
"Hello Dara..."
"What you want Lee" she said without looking at me
"I bought you a soda, and you seem lonely so I wanted to be with you" I said trying to smile, but somehow the way she started makes me scared
"I don't want it..... give me a break" she said and she tried to walk away but I took her wrist
"What's wrong with you unnie?"
"Hwo told you you can call me unnie? ....." she pushed me and she ran but when I turned to see the soda, it was not there anymore, she took it with her.
Somehow it made me smile, she accepted my gift¡
"CHAERIN¡" I heard my sisters scream waking me up from my -dreams-, I gave her a scared expression and she laughed
"unnie you have been spacing out for 30 minutes now¡"
"What? is that wrong? i was thinking...." I said and I took my book from my bag
"It's okay....look unnie, a pic from Sandara--Park" my sister said, I don't like that nickname; she showed me a picture of Dara with a bunch of guys around her
"Aigooo.... just turn of that damn computer for one¡" I said angrily
"Calm down unnie¡ You are freaking out every time I talk about her... but unnie I just can't stop¡ look at her clothes¡ she is close to be a star" Harin laughed
"Give me that stupid computer now¡" I took her laptop and I walked to my room angry
Harin followed me but i closed my door in front of her face, something I never do actually
I hate that people think about her as a ¡ she is not¡ I am sure she has a serious problem, why the people is so ing arrogant¡
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