Dara didn't't come to school...again, I feel worried for her, I have called, texted and even e-mailed her but I don't get anything as a replay. Maybe she traveled with her parents or maybe she is hiding but gosh¡ I hope she is not with that idiots. I can stand when she is with the F4 guys, I don't know why she started dating with the leader of the group, they only treat her like a piece of ... for real

Right now I am walking back home, I came out late from school because I had to help a teacher with something, I really hope mom is not that worried for me actually and I hope Harin is not with that stupid boy she likes, he is such a jerk¡ he likes my sister because she is pretty and popular.... boys are crazy these days¡ They only want easy girls for kiss and have .... that's why I never had a boyfriend before plus, I think I am into girls, If I ever had a girlfriend I will treat her like a real princess, write her poems and take her to special places, she will be happy 24 hours at day, oh¡ I wish I was a boy right now¡

"Hey you¡" I heard a voice calling but since I am not expecting anyone to see me I didn't turn to great him "You.... Chaerin¡ Stop" he said... did I heard my name?. With shaky hands I turned to see who it was..... he was Minho, when I was going to say something to him a bunch of guys, more than 10 came from no where and they put behind Minho, they were holding baseball bats..... Oh ¡ 

I tried to run but as fast as I turned to the front there were another 4 guys blocking my way, I am screwed now "Let me teach you who is the owner of Dara's life okay?" Minho said with a smirk on his lips, I just let my school bag fall so I could be ready to punch one of the guys at least "Guys.....do it" he said. All the guys ran towards me, at first I blocked a few punches and kicks but as soon as one hit me with the baseball bat I fell to the floor, they started beating me up, kick after kick, hit after hit and punch after punch.... I can't do anything now, they are holding my body so I can't move. my eyes are closing.... I don't even feel my body anymore..... How could them hit on a girl like me? Aren't they ashamed of themselves? 

"You like it Chaerin?...." Minho screamed, he is standing there with a smile just watching me suffer 

"If you really were a man you will hit me by yourself but instead of it you call your stupid dogs to do it.... you ¡" I screamed to him with the last energy I had, suddenly they stopped hit me, I felt how they were lifting my body, helping me to stand, all of them moved from the way, I could only see Minho with an angry face holding a baseball bat covered with blood, my blood "What are you waiting for...." I said again 

"Stupid ¡" he screamed and started hitting me, I just felt the pain on my face and then... all went dark.....

*****

"Da....Dara..." I was opening my eyes slowly, ugh¡ my body hurts so much right now, I can't eve-....

"Unnie¡ You awake¡" Harin screamed... what? how I got here?.... is this and hospital room? "Mom¡ Chae is awake" harin said

"Oh baby, I was so worried about you... honey I trough I'll lose you" mom was crying and holding my hand 

"Mom.... what happened?" I said slowly 

"A police officer found you and he called home from your cell phone, you were dying at the middle of the street, he told me that someone may beat you .... "

"Oh.... thanks god he found me, right?" I said with a smile 

"Chae, you must tell me right now, who did this to you" Mom said

"I don't know them...." I lied "But I know the reason...."

"Honey just tell me¡" she seem scared

"You remember Dara?....." I said slowly 

"That ¡" Harin said 

"SHUT UP¡" I screamed, mom's eyes went wide open 

"Yes honey, you should respect her" mom said and harin just rolled her eyes

"Well.... she is my friend....actually she.... she is more than that to me..."

"Daughter.... don't tell me you..." mom tried to speak 

"Yes mom, I like girls instead of boys... but I guess that is not important right now, the deal is that Dara and I started 'dating' and well.... her ex-boyfriend that used to abuse her is possessive and well... he was jealous.... and he sent people to hit me " I said sure of myself 

"Oh sis¡ I don't know how to feel about this" Harin said covering her face "What will my friends think when they discover my sister is a lesbian..." her words hurt me, like a hit right on my stomach 

"Well I may be a leasbian but.... I will be there for you when your 'friends' turn his back to you because they can't accept your family.... and trust me, if they really are your friend they will support you but is they aren't they will leave you...... " I said with husky voice 

"How can you tell that¡ you never were popular, you never had friends. you never had a stupid boyfriend¡" 

"I am not popular, yes I am not, being popular is being someone fake, I do have friends, they are always there for me when the others hurt me and well maybe I never had a boyfriend but I don't need one they just want to touch you, they never love..... and one more thing, listen to this Harin because the first one ho will hurt you is your boyfriend... I have seen him with more than 2 girls this week" after my speech I was crying, I never trough my sister will be so plastic, so fake.. with no feeling towards her own sister 

"Harin, you better go home now" Mom said sadly "I am disappointed of you baby, I never trough you will be so cold like this.... but if you want to be like this, just don't mess with me and your sister" mom opened the hospital room door and Harin left with her head down 

"I am sorry mom" I said 

"For what?" she said with a fake smile 

"For being who I am"

"Baby, I love you more than anyone in this world, you don't have to be sorry. I bet Dara is lucky to have you" she smiled to me 

******

(2 days after)

I came back to school, it's monday again, I am feeling much better but my body still has bruised and my face has cuts. I arrived early at school so I wanted to walk around for killing time, I went towards the basketball court, I was staring at the floor while walking but when I looked up I saw her, I saw Dara standing at the middle of the court looking at me, I came closer, she was not wearing her uniform so I guess she is skipping class today, he face is beautiful as always even when she has a cut on her left check but inside her eyes there is pain.... so much pain 

"What happened to you Chae" she said while caressing my face 

"They hit me Dara"

"I am so sorry about it...." she stared and started crying "I have to say something so just listen, okay?.... I can't stand that you are being hurt because of me, you are hurt because of me Chae and I can't live with that fact..... I love you okay? I fall for you but you have to know that we can't be together, not now. Maybe someday.... if we are rally meant to be... we will meet again and I promise that I will be forever yours but now, I just can't be with you. You can't protect me... I have to get out of this problem by myself...." she said crying 

"Dara¡ I love you, just let me be with you" I said holding her hands 

"It's not the perfect time Chae.... look.... I am quitting school for some time so don't look for me, you won't see me again okay? I have to deal with all my problems, I have to get my family together again and, I promise that after that I will look for you... so we can be together, but for now, I have to leave you" after she said it, she took my neck and before I could think she was kissing my lips, it was not something full of passion but it was full of emotions, she was like locking this promise inside our hearts. After she broke the kiss she just smiled at me 

"I love you Chae, never forget that"

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I am so sorry¡ I took too much time to update this story :,( I had  a mental block for a few time, I couldn't even think about one story... but don't worry my ChaeRa heart it's recovering and helping my mind to create new chapters for my fics ^^ thanks to Dara and the whole 2NE1 for making so much ChaeRa pics and moments recently, they are my best medicine 

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