He’s perfect, and from the moment I saw him, I felt like it was destiny. But destiny, you could never know if it will end like in a fairytale or the total opposite.  However, I kept my hopes up, believing that we may end happily ever after.

Just as I thought that he was my first and last love, another hyung came into my life. He was like him, except that he was always with me, ready to comfort me in any way he can. Not that I love my first, I still love him but I felt hyung’s love is more real even though he hadn’t confessed to me.

A day that I never thought that would ever come, he said goodbye. I was too late. He’s gone without even hearing my side and I didn’t get to tell him “I love you” — the three words I once thought he never really meant.

It’s weird. One day, you guys are the best of friends and lovers then, the next, there’s a huge void in your life where that person used to be. It’s so bizarre to have a part of your soul taken away from you. It hurts to think that he’ll never come back.

Even though you won’t hear me, I’ll still say it. I love you. What would I do now that you are gone?