To my eternal best friend,

Hey, it's me. Soori. I hope you still think of me as your friend or not? Either way, I wanted to say; What happened to us? I thought what

we have was strong. But I guess I was wrong. I ask myself if what I did was wrong. I blame myself on what had happened to us. But the

more I think, it was you who let this relationship go too easily. Maybe it was stupid of me to think that we'll be back to how we were after

a few days. But it never happened. I hate how you let me go that easily. After all the years we had together? Am i not worth it? Am I that

easy to be forgotten? I ask myself to forget about you. But all I did was only thinking of you. You were my everything. You bring out the

best in me. You were the reason why I'm hanging on, the reason why I'm still here. Then I started to blame god. I know it was wrong but

if he had not bring you into my life, I wouldn't be like this. I wouldn't feel all this pain. It hurts so bad. I blame god too for giving me this

illness. I was in pain every day. I told myself when [scavenger hunt : three words that explain how the character is tired of everything - C1

W1 L2] I knew I had this illness that I could make it through with you beside me. But you  weren't. I try to hold on but I'm slowly giving

up. The pain was unbearable. But it's okay now. It will all be fine now. Now that I'm not here with you, i still hope you'll think of me. I

hate myself for not able to forget you. I can't bring myself to hate you. I still hope everyday that you'll come back to me, and that once

again you'll finally look at me. I hope that you'll think of me when you're not doing anything or when you're not with her. I hope you'll

think of all the memories we had shared together. I hope that when you look at the sofa in your house, you'll think of the time when we

sat down together when we happily talk and laugh. But what i wanted the most is to hear these three words from you. I love you. I guess

it was too much to ask for. Cause I know those words are never going to belong to me. But I hope you'll accept it from me. I love you. I

really really do. Thank you for being there when I needed you.I wish you all the happiness in life.
 
I'm sorry for what I've done.
But all wanted to tell you is I love you.
 

"Babo." he clenched the letter in his hand , as the tears on the edge of his eyes falls down to his cheek slowly.

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