Jaejoong's Diary

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What would you do if you lost the person you most love in this world?

What would you do if you could never again, see the reason for your smile?

What would you do if your emotions were all gone?

 

And what if you had the oppurtunity to live them again, but in your mind? And if every single day would be recorded in a special book, called diary?
Would you be able to let it go?

 

 

 

 

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Hey guys!
Well, once again, i'm here with one more Jaechun story :D
I know there's not so many jaechun lovers but... I'm one. XD

Warning Nº 1. THIS IS A STORY, AKA, BOY x BOY. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT PLEASE DON'T READ IT!
Warning Nº 2. THIS WILL BE A ANGST STORY, repeating, ANGST. With some funny and adoreable moments, of course.
Warning Nº 3. CHARACTER'S DEATH!!!!!!!!!! If you don't like it, Please don't read.

And more thing... I'm not sure if I'm going to do R rated or not. I'm still not sure of ALL the story and stuff, so It may change. :D (or not)

It has a sad end -or beginning- but it's a cute story.
I'll try my best to update it soon and sorry for my english mistakes ^^; If there's anything really bad, just tell me

Special thanks to Melodia-no-hanashi who helped me with this idea   :D
Hope you all like it!!!

Enjoy it!

Foreword

The sun was shining brightly in the Sky. The drops of water from last night’s rain were still falling from some trees’ leaves. It was exactly 10am.

A tall man, wearing a skinny black jeans, white shirt and a comfortable yet fancy jacket walked towards the gates of, considered for many, pain and despair; holding just a little sunflower in his left hand which has a gold-made ring.

He looked tired. It seemed that he didn’t had a good night of sleep for decades. He seemed… Alone. Sad.

He walked to a private part of that piece of hell, though, heaven and stopped in front of the middle grave. He slowly sit in the ground, right in front of the grave, putting the sunflower above it.

“Hey babe… I know I look awful and you said you never wanted to see me like this but… I tried my best today.”

“…” silence

“And it seems that you wanted me to come visit you today, didn’t you?”

He said trying to smile.

“Despite of all last week’s rain, specially today, it’s not raining…”  

“…” still no answer.

“So… When are you coming back……… ?”

He said in a whisper while taking his hands towards his face to cover the tears.

He promised not to cry.

He promised to always smile in front of his beloved one.

He promised to protect…. Him.

“I’m so sorry Jae”

 

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Melodia-no-hanashi
#1
you posted foreword only ~
hmm deathfic... should I really be thanked ? XD
okay, I'm reading because it's you! I'll do my best but I can't promise to read the entire thing. I'm sorry but I really can't bear it.

I like the beginning, it's quite sad and a bit angsty, but it's nice.
I wonder what happened. The introduction of seems to be peaceful, it's lovely and it doesn't suit the heavy plot but that's what I like. ^^