Why didn't you tell me?
Not AllowedYoseob P.O.V
"Cheated..? You know Jessica already?" i could barely say anything when i was trying to undersand it all. Joonie nodded. "Yeah.." "For how long..? When..?" "Seobie, it's nothing.."
"We met in school about three years ago." said Jessica suddenly with a purposive face. Doojoon stared at him angrily. I was waiting for more to come.
Since Doojoon didn't say anything, Jessica started to talk. "As Doojoon's current best friend i think you deserve to know this. We met in school and he fell in love with me, like i did too. We were really really happy for almost two years. He was going to propose me."
Doojoon's face was expressionles. "What happened then?" i asked, even though this all hurt me somehow. Maybe because Doojoon haven't said anything to me.
"Well..." Jessica blushed a bit and became silent. "She cheated. She had cheated me before too, but i didn't know that. Then my friend told me that he knew she had cheated on me before. All the guys she slept with were my friends and one by one they admitted it." Doojoon was hurt. So hurt.
"But it was long time ago.. Doojoon, you have to forget me!" Jessica begged. "Never. Seob, let's go, shall we?" he looked at me. I nodded and followed him.
"Good bye Jessica. Stay away from me, from us." Doojoon glared her one last time.
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In silence i had followed my best friend to his car, but now he opened his mouth. "I'm sorry. I should've told you, really. It's just... It hurts." he sighed.
I was trying to find the right words but it turned out to be pretty hard. "I know you are dissapointed in me since you've told me i can tell you anything."
"I know.. I'm not mad. I just.. I'm trying to understand this all. You have almost been engaged?" i looked at Doojoon. "Yeah.. I really did love her.."
"It must have hurt when you find out. Look Doojoon.. This is kind of a big deal. Even though it happened over a year a go, i think you need more time.. Let's just be friends from now on, okay?" i suggested.
"You mean.. No benefits?" Doojoon asked and i nodded smiling a bit. He seemed to think for a while before nodding also. "If you think it's best for us."
We left the parking lot and headed to home. 'What is this strange feeling in me..? Could i have a.. Crush on him?'
Secret P.O.V
I really really love to spent time with this guy. What should i do...? I don't know even how are things in home.. Aishh, i'm so confused!
I need answers, soon!
Hey guys! It's been so long time, too long even:(
I've just been so so so busy. This is really short chap, but i wrote it in hurry
Just wanted to remind you that i haven't forgot you!
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~Kusukusu
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