Doojoon P.O.V

"Hey Seobie." I tried to smile. For some reason it was very hard. Junhyung and Hyunseung just told about Yoseob and his new boyfriend.

I can't believe he didn't tell me... 

"Hey." Jun and Seung helloed too. "I'll go make some coffee. You guys want?" i asked. Everybody nodded. I had to get out of that room. 

I walked to kitchen with so many thoughts in my head. "Yoseob is dating..." i whispered to myself. "Doojoonie? Is everything alright? You seem to be spacing out." Yoseob said suddenly standing behind me.

"Ha? Yes. I'm fine." i nodded finally starting to make coffee. "You sure?" he walked to me and hugged me from behind.

I felt my face heat up. Weird though. We have kissed million times and all, but still this makes me blush. I'm not like Yoseob who blushes everytime i hug or kiss him.

Right... Now we won't kiss each other anymore. "Yes Yoseobie. I'm sure." he let me go and i could tell he was suspicious.

"Fine.. I'll let it be." he huffed when i didn't say anything. 'He looks so cute' i chuckled little bit "Don't worry. I'm fine." this time i smiled.

He smiled widely back at me and dissappeared to the living room. I waited the coffee to be ready before i went back to our guests.

"Here." i gave the coffee cups and everyone thanked me. "So Yoseobie. Which movie did you watch?" Hyunseung asked sipping his coffee like he was asking just a normal question. 

I eyed Seob when he answered. "I don't remember really. It was some comedy." me and Jun exchanged looks.

"Don't remember? What's the point go see a movie if you don't remember it?" Seung asked again. Bit too strict tone it to be just a regular question.

Yoseob looked at Hyungseung his eyebrows furrowed. "I was sitting at the corner. It was hard to see. Chill out Seungie." 

I laughed awkwardly. "I'm sorry Seobie.. I've been kinda stressed out lately." Seung smiled weakly and i saw Junhyung putting his hand on Seung's. 

Seung slowly took his hand off and glared at Jun. I was about to chuckle but it would have been inappropriate so i just kept it. 

"It's okay. But how have you two been? Are things getting better?" Seob asked. Those two glanced each other for a while. This time i looked at Seobie who shook his head with a smile on his face.

"We've been.. Okay. It's like.. I think things are getting better." Junhyung said but even the most foolish person could tell that he wasn't sure at all. 

"I bought a puppy." Seung said suddenly. "YOU BOUGHT A PUPPY!?" Seobie got really excited and started jumping around the living room asking questions from Seung. 

"Is it she or he? Is it cute? Does it have a name?" 

"It's he. Jyung. And yes, he is very cute." Seung chuckled. "Jyung? What a odd name." i laughed. Our 4D Seung. Who knows where that name comes from. 

"Odd? I actually was gonna name it Jimbo. So be happy. Maybe even Hamlet... I could change it.." he start drifting off. 

"When can i come to see it?" Seob asked making puppy face. "Tomorrow?" Seung smiled. Seobie nodded eagerly and started jump again. 

"I'll bring him." i promised. Seob smiled and Seung nodded.

"I think we should go now. Right Seungie?" Jun said after a while. Seung smiled to him. "I think you're right. I'll see you tomorrow." Seung hugged Seobie and they said goodbyes.

"It was nice to see them. Do you think Jyung is cute?" Seobie was still hopping from place to another. "I bet he's cute." i answered wathching him enjoying his life. 

I want to kiss him so badly but can't.. If he refuses because he is dating someone already.. I don't want to get refused. 

"Joonie?" i woke from my thoughts when Seobie suddenly stood in front of me. "Yes?" i felt my face heat up again. 

"Why were you looking at me like that?" Seob tilted his head. "How?"

"Like you were losing me or something?" he stared me with those big orbs and tried to read me like always when he don't know what's going on in my head. 

"I'm not losing you then?" it just slipped out of my mouth without thinking much. "What do you mean?" Seobie asked.

I mentally slapped myself. "No... I mean. Nothing. I don't know what i'm talking about." i chuckled little, awkwardly.

"No. Tell me. What do you mean? You are not gonna lose me. Where did you get that in your head?"  

I just looked away because i couldn't tell him i knew about his boyfriend. "Look, Doojoon..." Seob got serious and put his hand on my left cheek. 

He was going to tell me now.. That we can't keep on our little agreement.

"...I won't leave you. I- I like my life now.. When we have t-this thing.. going on. D-don't you?" he looked straight in my eyes. 

'It's not that i don't, no but i can't keep on going if you have someone else because it would be wrong towards him and towards you. And towards me.' 

"Of course i do ! This has been really good.. I think.. Like i said. I don't know what got into me.." i shook my head.

Seobie smiled little. "Good. Don't even think about that, okay?" I nodded and we kissed each other. "Wanna watch a movie?" i chuckled remembering that he told me he wasn't able to see the movie very well.

"Sure. Anything with you." Seob laughed and maybe it hurt little bit that he was just joking.. Maybe just a little.

Im so sorry it's short again:( But i have two exams coming in a row !

I'm trying to study as hard as i can. 

Please wait two weeks and i'm really active again !