JAEJOONG'S REGRET

I really regret  doing such a stupid decision ... i know i should support her but i want her to focus .. 

.. but now as i saw her ..all the memories comeback ... 

and as i turn away  my tears started to fall .. i never really wanted to break down ...

but i can't help it .. i kim jaejoong is deeply madley inlove with sandara park .. 

everyone knew me as a cold hearted person but dara see me as a sweet hopeless romatic guy and tha's what i like about her 

she believe in me always supporting .. and cheering me up evreytime im tired or down...

i know 

im stupid ....   that's my nickname .. .

but can you blame me .. im just doing what i seems right.. 

everything seems to be lonely without her by my side .. 

an i can't help to cry very night ..

especially when so many guys adoring her . .

and know all i can say is .

i miss her and ..and im hurting ...  because of my stupidness

Dara .. saranghae .. and i promise  i will do everything to win you back 

wait for dara's pov i know this is to short but .. this is only jaejoong's thought ... thanks