I just hate him. Hate Kwanghee so much.

It's been forever since I saw him and this is how he treats me?? This is how much he misses me??

yeah right. It was all my imagination!! I can't believe I fell for his stupid tricks. I just can't believe I was so stupid to actually fall in love with him.

Suddenly, my face was wet. I reached up and felt tears.

Tears.

I haven't cried in a long long time. And to think I'm wasting it on that jerk!!! I just can't handle it anymore.

Every single day, always going to Kevin. It's like I'm invisible!

Should I give him one more chance?

Should I forgive him and pretend I didn't care at all, the whole time?

More and more tears came, blurring my vision.

I collapsed onto my bed and punched into my pillow.

"Damn you Kwanghee!" I shouted but the only thing heard was muffled noises becuase of the pillow.

damn him...making me believe in his lies all these years.

First it was Kevin. They always were fooling around but I tried so hard to ignore the pain.

I tried and tried to forget it and telling myself they were nothing but friends.

But after what I saw today...I just can never forgive him.

Nothing will ever be the same