A/N: I just made some changes on my story starting from this one upto the last one. every italize words without ("") is Yoona's POV and this is Yoona's POV except when i label it ahead of time with someone's POV. :)

 

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Yoona sat on the floor while L was in front of her also sitting on the floor. There was the moment of silence slash with a moment of awkwardness between them. Awkwardness which made both of them to think of who was the one rooted the accident that was happened.

 

Ugh! I know, it was my fault. Yoona thought while she pulled her knees up to her chest and rested her arms on top of it while resting her head on it.

 

“Umh. What happened last time?... Did you finally seek justice about your eye?” L asked her, still looking at her with a snob sight. He was sitting the way she was seated, but he was leaning his head against the locker.

 

“Nope.” Yoona answered plainly.

 

“Myungsoo-ah… had you been… in love?” Yoona suddenly asked him which made her looked at his sight. She changed her sitting position and now she was sitting like an Indian while waiting for his answer, she looks like a child who was waiting to served her favourite ice cream. L pulled his head from the surface of the locker to make a clearer view of her and he was looking at her like he was not so sure to share his experience before at her and just gave her an unbelievable smirked.

 

Yoona what are you doing? It’s not the right time to make some conversation about ex-relationships. Yoona thought and awkwardness settled in the atmosphere, so she shifted mood.

 

“Ah! Players don’t know how to love and what really love is, because… you only knew how to dump someone after you--- .” Yoona concluded trying to change the conversation between them and trying to cover up the awkwardness that was drowning them, but L cut her words.

 

“YAH! Did you know that… players are the most serious and sincere when it comes in love?” L said giving her the feeling of guilt, like players are the one who really were the victims of broken relationships.

“Yet the one who get seriously hurt.” L continued and looked at her deeply but then it wasn’t too long and he looked away from her. And he went back from resting his head against the locker like he expects that Yoona would disagree on him and stared blankly to the other locker adjacent to his.

 

Wow! That was… deep and… tough. So… he was been inlove before. Yoona thought and pull herself from the conversation trying to go back from her question earlier.

 

Yoona cleared . “So… had you been in love… before?” Yoona continued and still looking at him the way she looked at him earlier when she asked it.

 

L looked at her again like he was a bit irritated from her question but Yoona didn’t gave up on asking him and she was still looking at him. L heaved a sigh giving up on her. “Once.” L answered plainly.

 

“Then… What happened?” Yoona asked him like he has the best interesting story in town.

“Let’s… let’s not talk about it. How about you? Is there something between you and Yonghwa?” L asked her and looked at her interested.

 

Crap! That was a very bad start. Yoona thought and she pulled herself again from the conversation and slowly she leaned against the locker, and she was looking everywhere avoiding his sight. Looks like L has the chance to get him on her nerves.

 

 I must do something. Think! Think!

 

“YAH! I already told you that I just met him once.” Yoona said defensively and that made L to look at her suspiciously.

 

“You still didn’t trust me, right?” L said doubtingly, and another round of making her feels the guilt on her system.

 

Aiish! This guy never failed on making me feel this way. The more I’m with him the more I feel guiltier, like I was the most wanted person in the world who was hiding behind him and never telling him the fact that I was a very dangerous man on earth.

 

“Arasso! I won’t force you to trust me. But… maybe… risking my life wasn’t enough to prove you that you can trust me.” L said upset.

 

AGAIN! OH MY GALL BLADDER! What’s with him? He was really making me feel like I am a very bad person, ugh! Then, kill me now, Kim Myungsoo! I’m willing to give my life to you and kill me rather than telling me those words which are killing me slowly.

 

“Anyway… are you cold?” L said and stood up. He opened the locker where he was leaning earlier.

 

“N-Not so.” Yoona answered but then out of curiosity, she stood up and went behind him.

“Hey, is this yours?” Yoona suddenly talked behind him and got the jacket from his closet that was colour purple. L looked at her while she was holding the jacket.

“Yes. Why?”

“Nothing. I just want the… colour.”

“You like purple?” L asked her.

 

Wow! Earlier I was disappointed at him because he was telling guilty words to me but now, I was here behind him talking like it didn’t affect the words he was telling me earlier and now telling him that I like his purple jacket. Seriously? Am I drunk? Or I am just… bipolar? No! That doesn’t even make sense!

 

“Can I have this?” Yoona said out of the blue at him while caressing the embedded named of L at back of the jacket.

“No!” L exclaimed.

“He has so many jackets there but just that one, he can’t give it to me. Psh! How selfish!” Yoona said out of anger and she gave it to him with a force and turn back at him and sat on her place where she sat earlier, but she was not on an Indian sit instead she pulled her knees up to her chest and rest her head on the top of her knees while wrapping her arms around her shin.

 

“Yah! Are you talking behind my back again?” L said while putting on his purple jacket back to his locker.

“Ani. I’m just wondering how selfish you are. You have plenty of varsity jackets there but you can’t give me that one.”

“You know what? I can give you but not that one.”

“Why?”

“Because I consider this jacket as one of my lucky charms.” L said at her sounding like he has a very splendid varsity jacket in town.

“Arasso.” Yoona said trying to hide her disappointment at him.

 

L got another jacket but it was a colour black. He went beside her and put it on her back, covering her body to make her feel warm. Yoona got surprised from what he did, when she looked at him, he was now on his place earlier, bending his left knee up to his chest while resting his left arm on the top of it and the other leg was stretched on the floor, resting his right hand on its lap, his was still resting his head against his locker and he closed his eyes.

 

“Wear it!... That was one of my favourite jackets.” L said still on his position, he could tell that Yoona was still looking at him which is true.

“Then, why are you lending this to me?”

“Because you are cold.”

“Pft! don’t worry, I’m going to give it back to you.” Yoona said still on her a little bit anger tone.

“You should.” L just answered him plainly.

 

I really hate his guts! Although he looked caring the way he was acting right now plus he was… just a little bit… hot the way he was sitting right now. It was just a little bit so nothing to worry about, because he was still a player and someone who always pisses me off. Always doing his own little ways to… to help me. Wait! There’s something wrong.

 

“Yah! Myungsoo-ah, why you’re so kind to me?” Yoona suddenly questioned him.

“I’m not kind. I just don’t want someone who’s with me got in trouble, because I hate troubles.”

“But still you’re kind.”

“No, I’m not!”

“Yes, you are!”

“No, I’m not!”

“Fine!... you’re not. Happy?”

“Better!”

Yoona shook her head in disbelief, finding herself arguing with someone who doesn’t want to call him kind person.  Airhead!

 

“Yah! What if… what if… umh… you’re ex want to start over with you again?” Yoona asked him out of the blue.

“Bwoh?” L exclaimed, and from that, he moved from leaning his head against the locker and turned his head to look at her.

“Nothing.” Yoona answered lightly. “You’re really… mindless person!” Yoona said offended.

“Bwoh? Mindless person? Look, you’re the one who asked me that out of the blue and I don’t know what to reply because I don’t know anything about that topic and that’s making it nonsense.”

“Fine, it’s my fault to ask you that out of the blue but that’s not nonsense!” Yoona defended and her voice is rising a little bit.

“Yes, it is!”

“No, it isn’t!”

“Yes, it is! If you could just trust me and tell me something right then maybe, I could understand you.” L said making it that he has a point with it. He shifted his position to Indian sit facing on her direction.

 

“Yonghwa and I had past.” Yoona said and her voice shifted on a giving-up-tone.

“Really?... then, what happened?” L asked her calmly, like he was expecting it.

Yoona heaved a sigh. “I… I really don’t know. He just broke up with me and drop me like a hot potato.” Yoona said, there’s pain on her tone.

“Why?”

“I don’t know. There are so many questions popping on my mind since that day, because the only reason he said to me was that… we’re not meant to be together. I tried to talk to him, giving him a chance to tell me what was the reason behind why he’d broke up with me but he was… he was pushing me away from him.” Yoona said still there’s a pain on her tone and slowly a tears were forming on her eyes.

 

“Then… what happened to you after that?” L asked her, L made a fist because he never thought that someone would do that to Yoona.

“And that was the time when oppa was angry at him… I decided to go to LA. I spent my 2 years there…hanging and still hoping that someday… I can clear things out.” She continued and her tears were continuously falling on her cheeks and she was trying to wipe it immediately.

“Then… I went back here and looked for him and still… hoping that I can do my business with him but… as time goes by, it becomes more complicated to me.” Yoona continued and she let out a soft but bitter laugh. “You know, I’ve been through worst by winning his heart… until now.” She wiped the tears that fell on her cheeks.

 

L remembered the time when he saw Yoona with Yonghwa on the field, crying.

“So… Is he the one you’re looking for when you went to the boys’ dorm?” L asked her and Yoona nodded.

“Bianhe. For lying to you, because I’m afraid that if I’d tell you the truth, you would tell and inform my brother about it and… and he will be sending me back to LA.” Yoona apologized.

“That’s why I’m thankful when you covered me up from him and I’m still apologizing about what happened to you recently.” Yoona continued and she looked at him who was now look like he was also angry or disappointed or she doesn’t know, it looks like he really doesn’t want to talk about it anymore.

 

“Maybe… maybe I shouldn’t open this up to you. You know, I don’t need your pity here. And I don’t want you to think that I was destroying Yonghwa’s reputation at you and I don’t also want you to hate him just because of what I just been said to you. Maybe… maybe let’s just cut it off--” Yoona’s word were cut.

 

“Moved on. Just—Just ing moved on. You don’t need that kind of man in your life. You’re just wasting your time on him. That man was a coward. That’s why Sunggyu-hyung really hates him. I know that I am not in the position on telling these things out to you and I’m sorry but… I don’t know what you saw at him that made you went through worst, maybe, it’s not really worth it, and he is not really worth it.” L said in an upset tone and furious with a mix of disappointment and concerned, he was looking into her eyes deeply, like he was saying it again through his eyes towards hers, trying to make it sink on her mind.

 

Yoona got shocked from what she heard and confusion went through her system.

“But... it’s not easy as 1 2 3.” Yoona said at him lightly.

 

“I know. But you said that you’ve been through worst but then maybe, those were not yet the worst because the worst you’re going to go through is yet to come. And that is… to move on.” L said at her, giving her courage to move on from that so-called coward man. Like he was giving her the light she was looking for since the day her life doomed because of him.

 

“But … how?” Yoona asked him confused, she looked down and L moved his hand to her chin and lift her face, facing to each other.

 

“I’ll help you. Remember what you’re brother told you last time that you have me.” L said at her, and his face lightens up and a smile drew on his face which giving her the decision of agreeing with him and as she was trying to study his face and trying to remember every details that handsome face has before it will go back to its cold yet hot appearance and by looking it for too long and by being her speechless for not so half a minute that had passed.

 

“Always remember that.” L winked at her that made her gasped and that’s when her system especially her heart was pounding hard, that there’s something commotion were going into it.

 

I hope and I know that it will be easy as 1 2 3 in moving on from Yonghwa but one thing for sure, it won’t be easy as 1 2 3 in falling for you… because it is easy as a… blink of an eye.

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before i will post it so that it will be worth reading. im so sorry guys.

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but please dont expect too much because i'm not really a good writer but i am trying my best

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