I looked at the LCD screen of my laptop as my fingers gently touched the keyboard. I read, silently hoping, that one day, they would be able to read this entry. This little piece filled with words from my heart to theirs. I am not ashamed, no, I'm not ashamed. I am proud to say that I am a fanboy, a fanboy of one of Korea's hottest groups, yes, I am, a Hottest and I am not ashamed to say that I, Lee Taegyun, am a Hottest, I am, 2PM's fan and this is my diary.

"Taegyun-ah, can you come down for a minute?" My mother, a 39-year old brunette said from the first floor. I sighed, not really wanting to leave the safety of my cozy room but knew that if I wasn't where she wanted me to be, I'd be dead. I reluctantly went down. Our house, a cozy 2-storey home was the fruit of my mother's labor. Raising a child all on her own, what she had done was something to be proud of.

"I'm here, what do you need, umma?" I asked her the moment I set foot at the base of the stairs. My mother was in the kitchen, chopping chicken into small, bite size pieces, her long hair tied into a messy bun. She looked at me while washing her hands. Raising her eyeglasses, she looked at me, "Taegyun-ah, umma will be going to a trip for a week. Is it alright if you stay with your uncle for a while?" She looked at me, expecting an answer. I gave up and gave her a half nod.

She smiled at me and gestured for me to take a seat on our dining table. I did as I was told and laid my head on the table. "Gwaenchana?" My mother asked me. I nodded and sighed. In a matter of minutes, she finished cooking and we ate in silence. "Go up and fix your things Taegyun, your uncle will be here soon," she instructed. I nodded and hurriedly went up my room, grabbing anything that I might need and placing them in my bag.

I was placing my laptop and iPod in my bag when I heard a car arrive and the opening of the door.  "Oh? Who are you?" I heard my mother ask. Funny, why would she ask that to her brother? "Yujin-hyung won't be able to fetch him so I came on his place instead. My name is Hwang Chansung," I froze on my spot.