FLASHBACK
Unthinkable
"Carlo, what are you doing here?" I said wondering why he was next to me when i woke up
"Bebs, i came here when you were still sleeping, i wanted to see if you would like waking up next to me" He kisses me.
"Aw, baby thats sweet" I get up
"Well bebs" He stops me. "stay there" and i see him get up and go in front of me with white roses as he knelt down and opened a velvet box "Bebs, i love you with all my heart, and i would love to grow old with you..." he lookes up "Will you marry me?"
When he said those words all i thought of was gerald, i mean i love carlo but not as much as i love gerald. i know its wrong.
"Kim" i can hear him say my name over and over again
"what? huh?" finally getting back to my senses. "Carlo..." he gets up "Can I have time to think about this?"
"what?! what do you need to think about?"
"Everything!" I get up "stop yelling at me, you have no right to yell at me." i looked down "this is why i need to think about it! You yell, youre violent and who knows, what if i do get married with you and you end up abusing me!"
"You know what.." He drops the flower & the ring on my table "I'll leave this here, and you will think about it" He storms out
What am i gonna do? I dont know what to do?
*ring ring*
"Hello?"
"Goodmorning princess!" It was gerald..
"Hi." I didnt want to sound like i was crying.
"What's wrong?" He sounded worried "Tell me"
"Nothing.. can you come right now?"
"actually, im turning to your street right now" He said with a lil giggle
"okay, see you"
*hangs up*
Five minutes later, gerald arrived.
"Hi again" He said to me with a kiss on the cheeks
"Hi, listen ge" i looked down.
I can see him looking around my room, and saw the flowers and the ring
"Youre gonna marry him.." He said looking at me "you promised me you'll give us a chance..but you're gonna marry him"
"Ge.. Please just listen" I tried hugging him but he wont let me "i said i needed time to think"
"Well, if you do then ill just leave.." He walks out.
Ouch, now i really dont know what to do..
I decided to take a shower to clear things, as i walked out my room, i saw gerald on the couch.
"I thought you left."
"well, i did leave your room." He gets up "Now, tell me you're decision.. are you gonna marry him?"
"Yes." he sat back down "I am, gerald."
I felt like my world came crashing down when i broke his heart.
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And then it goes back to chapter 1. sorry, if its a bit messy.
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