Have you ever regretted something so bad, you feel a constant throb in your body that never leaves?

When it first happens you could care less, but seeing the aftermath you just wish the ground would open up and swallow you alive.

Regret became like a plague that took over my body.

A disease I couldn’t get rid of.

Even though I was sinking deeper and deeper into fault, defeat wouldn’t let me be.

It hung over me like a cloud about to spit out its worse hurricane yet.

But isn’t that how my life was without you?

A hurricane that never stops?

How I wish I didn’t do what I did.

How I wish things would go back to the way they were.

But the pain continues to follow because I will never get over it.

You ask if I hear your cries.

I do.

Yes I do.

And if I could catch you I would.

You’re hanging on thin strings that are mocking you, that want you to fall.

But those strings are wrapped around my neck, taking the life out of me and have already made me fall.

Can you feel me?

Can you see me?

We’re two worlds apart now.

How do you want me to reach you?

I’m fighting against a whole world on my own.

But I will fight. For you I will fight.

As the pain continues to follow me because I will never get over it

Dumping you was the biggest mistake of my life.

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