[Ilhoon POV]

 

"Hyung! I'm home!"

 

"Yah! What took you so long? I'm hungry to death you know!"

 

"I...I'm...I'm sorry, hyung. I met Hyuna just now and she asked about the watch."

 

"Then what's your answer?"

 

"I said that I'll just keep it at home because it doesn't suit me."

 

"Good. Where the things that I asked you to buy?"

 

"Here..."

 

Aahh...I know this would happen.

 

Got scolded again... =(

 

I'm just seeing him eating. 

 

Poor him, he's hungry but I'm doing job slowly, taking too long to buy his food.

 

"Hyung..."

 

"Emm?"

 

"I just remembered our childhood moments together..."

 

"Hmm?"

 

"The moments you said that you wanted to be a singer..."

 

...

 

He remained silent. He put down his spoon and fork.

 

Then he looked deep into my eyes.

 

"Ilhoon...A singer...it's still my ambition but seeing myself now, seem that I don't have the hope to achieve it."

 

"Why? Hyung...a singer just need talents. It doesn't need intelligence."

 

"I know but...I think, no company would accept me even to be just a trainee, seeing my records, too much crime!"

 

"But hyung...why don't you try first? First try it out and see!"

 

"Aahh...that's always what you said. That's why you can be successful person, like now. 'First try it out and see!' , I believe in that now. But Ilhoon, I gave up to be a singer. I want you to be a singer.Please, when you get famous soon, don't forget to mention my name to your fans. Hahaha~~!"

 

"Ahh hyung...don't say like that! I want to be on stage with you!"

 

"We won't have the chance...believe me."

 

I don't know but my eyes had become teary.

 

"Ilhoon ah...don't cry in front of me. You're not a girl. Don't hope for me to hug and pamper you."

 

I looked downwards.

 

Tears keep flowing,

 

Hyung...I'm serious but he's still joking around.

 

I ran to my room and hugged my pillow, my beloved pillow.

 

It is a present from dad for my 10th birthday.

 

It became the witness of the car accident 3 years ago.

 

It is our journey to shopping mall, to buy my most wanted toy.

 

I've keep asking for it for a week and dad decided to buy it for me after he managed to collect money for that.

 

Along the journey, suddenly a big truck lose controls and had an accident with our car.

 

The fire approaching the fuel tank.

 

Mom and dad were in a very serious injuries.

 

I was crying and holding my beloved pillow.

 

It almost got burned because of the car's explosion but luckily Junhyung have the time to save it, after saving me.

 

Maybe it sounds stupid but he did it because it's my beloved pillow and I kept crying and asking him to take it.

 

The car explodes before he managed to save mom and dad.

 

Just after that, people started to come and gave us help, calling ambulance and send us to hospital for treatment.

 

Realizing mom and dad weren't there besides me, I kept crying and crying.

 

Hyung just calm me down but took time.

 

Just after that, he became stressed and started to be a bad boy.

 

It's because of me.

 

All is because of me.

 

Mom and dad died because of me.

 

Hyung became like that because of me.

 

...

 

All bad luck happened is because of me.

 

I'm really a kid who always bringing bad luck.

 

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

 

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LOL I dont know why, I almost cried while writing this. xD

Imagining how Ilhoon face these moments...

I want to know, what did you feel after reading this chapter?

Feel nothing? Or the same with me? Haha! Please! Give me a comment!