She saw him in the corner of her eye.  He was standing tall and laughing with his clique, flawless and sparkling in his own cheery way.  A feeling of nervousness, excitement, and gloom arose in her.  She realized that this is probably the last year she will see Joon.  And in that moment she knew she had to do it.  This year she decided that she has to tell him no matter what.  It’s her last chance.