yuri pov

 i felt a pain in my stomach and started to run to the restroom and began to puke in the sink. taeyeon and the girls followed me.

" whats wrong? are you okay? " seohyun asked but i didnt answer because i still was puking while taeyeon was holding my hair

after awhile i stopped.

everyone had a worried look on there face. i looked down

" yuri....... did you-" i cut jessica question because i knew what she would say

" yes..... "

it became silent " i think im pregnant.... " they gasped until the boys bolted in the girls restroom

" YAHH LEETEUK THIS THE GIRLS BATHROOM!!! " taeyeon yelled out as leeteuk and the boys came in

" sorry but we couldnt help but join in to conversation....... we heard everything..."

they all were staring at me. all these question came in my head

like what am i going to do? how am i gonna hide my baby bump if i go to school...... what should i do the baby.. do i keep it.

i started to feel pain in my chest... it was my illness again. i was about to collaspe  and become unconsiouos but seohyun hugged me

" it'll be fine...... we're here for you... " seohyun looked up to me and she was crying. and soon after seohyun it was jessica then everyone esle.

i tried to hold mine in but i couldnt. tears started to fall down my cheeks.....

....... what am i going to do......

few months later..

it was confirmed.... i was pregnant.... A few months after that my baby bump started to show and alot of people in my class starting to notice.

each day i was bullied by students and started picking on me...

after a while.. never became happy, was cheerful, didnt like to go to school and never smiled ever. and became a girl that was very vulenable and really wanted a abortion but.....as i was about to get an abortion... i felt a kick in my belly...... i put my hand on it and the baby kicked it again

i started to smile weakly.

i decided to keep the baby but..... not tell donghae....

April 28th 2012

" are you really leaving yuri? " eunhyuk asked me.

" yes... i think its best for me and the baby..."

" what about donghae? you know how much he'll miss you... "

" i don't want donghae to feel guilty to what he did to me...... i'll miss him but.. i think its best that we have to time apart more..."

they hesitated but understood at the end...

" promise that you'll come back okay? " they asked

" I will and when i come back you'll see me with a child holding my hand and call you guys 'auntie and uncle'!!"

we did a group hug. i went through my bag to get something. i took out a letter

" give this to donghae when he comes back..... " i kiss the letter and folded it and gave it to eunhyuk

" okay.. i promise... "

it became silent until my train was about to leave

" i have to go now.... thank you for a fun year and i hope you'll stay the same.. "

" we will. please come back soon!! " jessica said

" i will, goodbye!! " i walked into the train and waved goodbye...

... i guess... there is no turning back.... i will make my baby happy.......

several years later.............

IM SORRY, if it doesnt have any sad feeling in it.... im bad at writing stories but i still do it..

and maybe its boring

 thank for reading my stories!! : ))))