" So this is what it feels like. . . "

 

Being hurt seeing someone you love holding another man.

 

 

I can hear my heart starts to shatter. . .

 

 

" So this is what she felt when I broke her up. . . "

 

 

So achy. . .

 

 

So torturing. . .

 

 

It feels like I want to die. . .

 

 

Then I saw her smile. . .

 

 

Eyesmile. . .

 

 

I thought i'm the only one who is going to own that for life.

 

 

 

There she is. . .

 

 

Smiling to someone with all her heart. . .

 

 

I can see. . . she's happy. . .

 

 

I force myself to smile at the sight.

 

 

Then suddenly, she looked at my direction. Her eyes wide open and she gasp. The man also looked at my direction. He leaned closer to Tiffany and whispered something. Tiffany nodded and the man walks away.

 

 

She just stared at me without any expression. My body stiffens. I can't even move. . .

 

 

She started walking towards me and when she got closer, she halt.

 

 

" What are you doing here? "

 

 

So cold. . .

 

 

I shivered at her voice. . .

 

 

" T - Tiffany. . . I - i "

 

 

" Stop it tae. . . please "

 

 

" Let me talk firs--- "

 

 

She cut me off by facing her back. She's walking away.

 

 

" Wa - WAIT! "

 

 

I held her wrist and she faced me again.

 

 

 

" Let me go Taeyeon. . . "

 

 

" No. . . no. . . NO! I'll not let you. . . Tiffany! "

 

 

A pool of tears suddenly dropped on my cheeks. She looked away.

 

 

" But you already did taetae. . .

 

 

you already did. . . "

 

 

Her word. . .

 

 

Made my heart torn apart.

 

 

It hurts. . .

 

 

It hurts a million times like many spears shrunk on my heart.

 

 

" I'm sorry Tiffany. . . "

 

 

I  hung my head down.

 

 

" I'm such a jerk to let you go. . . so stupid to hurt you. . . Tiffany. . .

 

 

Can you give me another chance to show you how much. . . I love you? "

 

 

I stared at her. I can see. . .

 

 

She's holding her tears that any minute. . . can escape.

 

 

". . .Love me? really ? "

 

 

She raised her eyebrow and give a sarcastic face and smirk.

 

 

I was taken aback at her words. I hung my head down again. I can't even utter a word.

 

 

" I'm so sorry. . . Tiffany "

 

 

I kneeled infront of her. She just ignored me and turn her back on me.

 

 

" Stop this already Taeyeon. . . No use "

 

 

Then she walked away from me. My knees trembled and my head is going crazy. I punched and punched the sand and let it numb. . .

 

 

My heart feels so numb. . .

 

 

I can't even feel my hand hurts. . .

 

 

So numb. . . so numb . . .

 

 

I pulled up my body and start walking along the road zombily. My eyes can't stop pouring more tears. .

 

 

I want to die. . .

 

 

I hate myself. . .

 

 

There's no reason for me to live. . .

 

 

My life. . .

 

 

 

was Tiffany. . .

 

 

 

I gaze at the center of the road. Then. . . I took a final step . . .

 

 

One. . .

 

 

A saw a light of a car running at a high speed.

 

 

Two. . .

 

 

The car was honking without a stop.

 

 

So this is my final stage huh?

 

 

I closed my eyes and prepared myself.

 

 

I smile. . .

 

 

" This is the end. . . "

 

 

Goodbye my mushroom. . .

 

 

 

" I love you Tiffany. . . with all my heart. . . "

 

 

 

Then I felt a sudden impact. A strong impact hit my body. I open my eyes. . .

 

 

 

So blurry. . .

 

 

 

But I can see a form of a girl. . . A crying girl. . .

 

 

 

I can hear what she's saying but I can't understand. The last thing I heard was a  shout. . .

 

 

 

 

" Taeyeon! don't you dare leave me! I'll hate you forever! "

 

 

 

 

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Er.. Hi? lols!

 

Uhm.. I think this is not only two shots. . . maybe four or just three ^________^

 

So.. how was the story so far?  Sorry for a kinda heartbreaking scene TToTT

 

Hope you like it and tune in! for another update ^____________^